~~~Painful Distinctions~~~

BoyxBoy no like, no read! Possible smut later, muahaha! Touch of angst, a lot of humor, and A BUNCH of romance R&R

Disclaimer: I do not own Kingdom Hearts nor any of the songs that I may use in this or later chapters. Yes I do wish I did own KH. The next game would be called "Rainbow Luv" and I think you could guess what would be in it *über nosebleed*

I had waited so long for this moment, the one moment I could finally start over with my life…the one time I could change my destiny as I knew it, for it had changed so many times for me…I can't even keep track anymore. The only memories I had of that last place were my brother beside me and the clothes on my back. Scratch that, they were all burned too. Good riddance.

But I'll explain about that later, now it's time to go to the present. Damn I always have this inner monologue running through my head. Anyways…

Sora was like my brother. *sweat drop* Well...that's because he is but you know what I mean! Some brothers I know completely hate each other, great example, Riku and Ansem. I can't believe that no one's figured out yet that they're bros; I mean seriously, they fight all the time. That can't just be because Riku's always trying to be as good as Ansem is at everything. Even if he is a total douche. You tell him that and I'll kick your ass.

Because then he'll kick yours, hehe, scratch that he'll probably molest it.

Damn it! Ugh but you're probably right…he has been acting like a total weirdo since the Organization broke up a few years ago when Riku, Sora and Ansem got into a huge fight. And this wasn't the usual gay-ass hissy fits that they usually throw…it was much more. Ansem had been getting into steroids, and trying to get Riku into it too. Sora completely and utterly freaked out and demanded that Ansem stop it all. That didn't go down well. I don't know all the details but Riku ended up living with Sora in his house.

You know what that means, hump city! LOL!

O-O Ew.

Oh god I hope I never think that again…DAMN YOU MONOLOGUE!

Just doin my job ^^

Well…anyway…yes Sora and I do live in "separate" houses but they are connected in the middle. There's a living room, dining room, guest room, and master bedroom. We have one kitchen that's totally huge but Sora seems to be able to get every inch of dirty each time he attempts to make a bowl of cornflakes. Guess who shares the bed with Sora? Riku. Every night. You would think that this mansion thing would have thicker walls. F### you all.

Guess who shares the bed with me?

No one. Nothing. Except for my bunny, Mr. Foo Foo Cuddly Pants.

…Niceeee…

Tell anyone I said that and I will kill you. *death glare*

Not like I can, I'm you, remember?

Going on, again.

And yes, my family is totally loaded. But that's probably because of all the insurance money we got from…the incident…

But I haven't talked to anyone about that since it happened. And it's gonna stay that way. No questions asked, because now everyone pities me about what happened so much so that they'll do whatever I want.

Of course our uncle, Marluxia, does send a few grand our way. With his money that he gets in...rather suspicious ways...Sora and I have exchanged many thoughts on how he gets the dough to send us. Our ideas have been everything from porn movies to the assasination of aliens.

The alien bit was Sora's idea, but most of mine were drifting towards porn and strip clubs.

Ah yes, Uncle Diddles!

Pffttt...yeah that was a nickname that Sora and I gave him while walking in on...something...*puke* Believe me, the guy(s) *shudder* was/were of age...but it was still wierd!

But oddly enough that's how we BOTH found out something about ourselves.

We were both gay.

And I mean flamin gay.

It was more...obvious with Sora because well, he's all bubbly and rather "fruity" as Riku and I put it to annoy him.

But for me it was more of a wake-up call. Ugh, I can't put it that way...it sounds like I'm some closet case with a rainbow knocking at my door saying," Hey flamer it's time to come out of your emo corner."

Why thank you magical gay-ass rainbow. That is so helpful.

The truth is I was in an emo corner for awhile, who wouldn't be? After the Marluxia thing happened I was more open about it but before that had seen so many homosexuals at my school get beat up because of...you know, just being who they were! After what happened to Hayner...I dunno if I should even be coming out now at this school...like I said before...this is a new start..even though I have no idea at all where this road would lead to. I never said anything at my old school, even though all my friends knew. And they would never tell anyone on their life. Heh. I got homies!

That's why Sora is the person in the world that I'm closest to right now, we've always been connected, but now we're experiencing the same thing, and went through the "incident" from before, together. Even though he's got Riku to protect him if anyone does find out about them being gay. It's not obvious if he's your friend, but when it comes to protecting friends and ESPECIALLY Sora, well, he'll rip your extremities off before you can say "fagnugget." (AN: that word belongs to AxelKanjoVIII, mah bestie!) Heheh...fagnugget. Uhmm..*cough* ahem.

Sora was my closest person. But now I have a strange feeling that's about to change…

A screeching wail interrupted me and sent me flying onto the floor.

(To be continued…)

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