Loneliness + alienation + fear + despair + self-worth ÷ mockery ÷ condemnation ÷ misunderstanding x guilt x shame x failure x judgment n=y where y=hope and n=folly, love=lies, life=death, self=dark side.
It is an idea that this is held in everyone's subconsciousness and just really shows how futile our existence is.
Farewell world of no meaning
Aching as we fall into a chasm of darkness
Reaching out as our previous light fades away
Edging closer to that line that separates sane and not
Wishing that we could be whole
Elegantly walking into the shadows that lead to the darkness
Leaving our family and morals behind
Lacking the tools that you need to escape the prison you have locked yourself in
Wishing your family could help
Observing their failures as they fail to reach your screaming mind
Riddled with holes that they themselves have left in you
Lavishing their gifts of death and loneliness upon you
Driving you even further away.
Tim sighs as he turns of his radio, ignoring the frantic and panicked talking of his "family".
Ignores Steph's pleas, Bab's and Bruce's orders, Damian's insults tinged with worry, Jason's shaking voice, Cass's softly worded requests, Dick's scared yells and Alfred's stoic (not) panic.
Wordlessly, he steps off the highest building in Gotham without a grapple and falls to his death.