A/N So I was bored and watched the first episode of this show and said, "Hey I'm bored and this looks like it's interesting."
So I thought about it for about twenty minutes and got to writing. This is the result.
I sometimes lie awake at night; just thinking of what my life would be like if she wasn't around.
Heh, I guess it wouldn't be as exciting. I mean come on, how many other people get to travel to alternate universes with a princess? A beautiful, joyful, magical princess.
But, as I lie awake, no matter how many times I think about it, I always end up asking myself the same question, "Before I met Star, what did I have?"
Then, I'd go down the list.
And I wouldn't be able to come up with anything.
You see, I didn't have that many friends till she came. I mean seriously, who would want to hang out with the kid who is known as, "Mr. Safe"?
I usually cried myself to sleep at night. I may have even come close to finishing the rope, but I won't now. I won't come even close to that while she is here.
Her smile brightens up my day; her magic doesn't just exist in that wand of hers.
Even when the world shits on me, I can count on some crazy inter-dimensional adventure to bring some happiness and excitement to my dull life.
So as I watch her play in the rain, or sit on the couch eating nachos, I can't help but think, "What would it be like if she knew?"
If only I had the guts to spit it out, to tell her how much I really care for her. Do you know how painful it is to live, loving someone and being unable to spit it out?!
I guess I have to cope with the fact that she only sees me as her friend, I think, "She'll have to go eventually. I shouldn't get too attached to her."
And it pains me every night; to think that one day I'll have to let her go. And I'll be left with nothing, but fond memories.
Maybe one day I'll tell her how I really feel. But until I do, we'll just be friends.
Heh, it's funny actually, I don't have the guts to tell her how I really feel, but I'm willing to fight off a squad of random aliens who want to kidnap her.
The things you do for love, especially unrequited love.
I will watch over her, fight for her, and protect her, even if she doesn't see me that way.
And so, every night that I lie awake thinking of Star, I close my eyes, and think of her smile, of her flowing blonde hair and magical wand. And so I go to sleep, thinking of all of the joy that she brings me.
The joy she brings me puts me at ease.
And I will fight to keep that, even if I end up giving up my life for her.
For I love her more than she will ever know…
A/N So… this is the first fanfic I've written for a show other than Gravity Falls. So tell me what you guys think!
Anyways, I'm posting Sibling's Bond on the 27th, so stay tuned!
