Do you love me?

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a/n this is slash this is the warning Sirius/Remus

Sirius was lonely. James has been spending all his time with Evens, Peter just got on his nerves, and Remus is studying for class like there is no tomorrow. No one even apparently noticed he was not out of bed. Then again it was Saturday and eleven o'clock so no one expected him to be up. He was trying to figer out what to do that day when some one coming in to the dorm broke him out of his reserve.

"Sirius" he heard Remus call. "Sirius are you awake?"

"yeah" Sirius answered " what your not studying" he remarked sarcastically.

"No actually I was going to see if you wanted to sneak to Hogsmead with me but if you are going to be an arse Ill go by my self." Remus turned to walk away.

"No! Wait I want to go." He yelled in reply.

"Ok then hurry up you can't very well go in your pajamas can you." Remus said with a small smirk. He watched as his gorgeous friend throw off his p.j.s and hurried into a pair of holey jeans and an old t-shirt. He wondered why he couldn't just tell his friend that he was gay.

"Ok i'm ready lets go quite day dreaming about my sexy body" Sirius laughed

remus paled slightly thinking Sirius had no idea how close he had come to accidentally discovering his dirty little secret. "Yeah let's go though the humpbacked witch passway"Remus said a lot calmer than he felt. He walked down the stairs and though the common room lost in his own thoughts. Sirius was bouncing behind his friend happy to be invited to go somewhere with his best friend.

Later in the three broomsticks

The day had gone wonderfully if Remus did say so his self. He was sipping on his butter beer thinking of how to bring up the subject of his sexuality with out freaking Sirius out.

Sirius for his part was chattering away about pranks when he realized his friend was not all there with him so he asked " remus are you ok?"

Remus jumped slightly at the other boy's question. His internal conflict coming to a sudden stop as he realized it was know or never." Sirius I asked you to come with me today so I could tell you something that I have kept a secret sense fourth year and it being the beginning of seventh and all I thought I should come clean promise not to over react until I finish". Remus was shaking slightly by the end of his small outburst.

Sirius looked confused but wanted to be there for his friend so he replied " i'm sure what ever it is it is not as bad as you think it is so give it a shoot" shooting a smile his friends way.

"Ok here it goes" remus took a deep breath "imgaydonthateme"

Sirius just stared at his friend trying to decipher what his friend had just spewed from his mouth. After a few minutes he said "uh Remus way don't you try that again with spaces between the words please"

Remus took another deep breath and said more slowly one more time "Sirius I am gay please don't hate me"

Sirius burst out laughing he couldn't help it it was just so ironic that his friend and secret crush would be so worried about what he would think about him being gay. Oh boy poor Remus. That was about the time he realized that his friend was staring at him with tear filled eyes he rushed to say "remus i'm not laughing at you"

Remus muttered "then what's so funny?" as he promised himself he would not cry.

Sirius sobered immediately when he saw his friend was really upset "remus I swear I would never laugh at you about this when i'm pretty positive i'm not straight"

It was remuss turn to burst out laughing. Once he calmed down he could not help but ask "so who was it?"

Sirius suddenly paled and wouldn't answer

"Come on Sirius please tell me I won't tell a soul"

"You'd be disgusted with me" Sirius whispered.

"as long as its not Dumbledore you cant go wrong with me Sirius" remus persuaded after a few minutes of silence Sirius answered with a compromise " how about we spend a little time together each week and ill give you a hint until you guess".

Remus loved a mystery so he agreed only asking if this counted as a clue week.

Sirius gave a small smile while he answered "he goes to Hogwarts"

Remus started to complain at once "that's not a clue of course he goes to Hogwarts you don't ever see anyone else that's so not fair padfoot!!"

Sirius just smirked and said "that's all you get this week"

TBC

A/n please review