Author's Note: Thank you to the one and only person who reviewed my fic, DragonsRain. And yes, I know I already posted the first chapter but as you can see, this is labeled preface. Yeah so, I really just wanted to show you a bit of a sneak peek here. And by the way, this is in Bella's POV. Thanks If You REVIEW!!!! (Hint Hint *wink*)
Disclaimer: I do not, in any way, own this series. It all belongs to the wonderful Ms. Stephenie Meyer. I am merely toying with the characters for my own (and maybe yours) amusement; that's why it's called fanfiction. All I own is the plot. But if you would kindly give me the opportunity to have the CULLEN Boys as my own, I would accept without hesitation. ;) (Hey, it's almost Christmas!!! That would make a really good gift. ;))
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Preface
I didn't think that everything would end this way. My mind was in knots, and so was my stomach. I had three different feelings. One, I felt guilty for what I did to the both of them. And even the person who loved the other one with all her life. Second, I felt adoration for the two of them for standing up to me even after all I did. Third, I felt nervous—what if the other one would take the other's life away? What if they both die? What if the innocent people became involved? What would happen then? What would become of us?
Right now, staring at the two men in front of me, I felt like I could faint. They were hurtling each others bodies at equally hard things. I was there, barely standing; turning whiter than I usually am. My voice cracked, like I had been crying; which I was doing—well I did. But right now, all I could choke out were dry sobs, dry sobs. She looked at me, her eyes spewing all her anger on me. Nobody was at my side. I was alone. Everybody thought I was the cause of what was happening; except for them.
But technically I was the cause.
The more I thought of these things, the more I felt disgusted of myself. I always knew the consequences of everything I did, and right now; I was wondering why I didn't prevent it while it was possible. A thought came to me. It was perfect. It described what I was wholly. I hated myself even more.
I was selfish. Selfish because I enjoyed their company too much. A little too much. Too much that I held them back.
I whipped my head to the sound of a loud crash. I heard someone shriek. Someone had been hurt. All because of me. All because of vile, selfish me. I heard my name from someone. My knees gave out.
That was when everything went to black.
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Laine Whitlock