(Melt in to your shadow) SOUL EATER
I remember... I remember it clearly. Your most darkest gesture...the one that makes me giggle, no matter how creepy or evil did it look. Those eyes...cloth by this red blooded gem that stare at me and looks out for me no matter what. The eyes of a true friend...but...is the term friend still applies? Theres this...feeling inside me, that is driving me crazy! What it is? What does it mean?
"Maka." He said. He was standing at front of me. "What's wrong? Lets go home al ready"
I snap out of it! It happened again...what does it mean? The temptation of...Soul?
"You coming or what? Is your turn to make dinner." He look at me seriously, he stretched out his hand to me. "Lets go. Maka." He grabbed my hand.
"Uh, right. Sorry...Soul." I smile at him cutely.
It took a couple of minutes to get home when all the sudden Black Star passes by us running like a maniac followed also by Tsubaki. Black Star continues running forward, but Tsubaki stops. "Sorry for that, Black Star is just exited. He is really pump about what professor Stein review of him, he really wants to train some more" she smiles. "Not a surprise" i shared a quick laugh with her. "Ok then, see you guys around" i waved my hand as I said goodbye, Soul din't say a word till we got home...I wonder what is bugging him? As we got home he quickly took of his jacket and throw it on the sofa and walked to the refrigerator.
"Men I'm hungry to the max, hey Maka you making something to eat?" He asked.
"Ah! Now that I remember i forgot to get the groceries this morning!I thought I did that...Hm, I guess I've been really distracted lately.
"...then i guess we'll eat some of yesterdays leftovers" he murmur.
"Sorry..." I turn my head down.
"Maka. You ok? You've been acting strange lately?" He stands beside me. "I know you Maka...and you are the most focus girl I ever met...every time you do the same exact thing, when you fade away with the surroundings, where your nowhere to be found...it...it doesn't feel like you" he gives me that deep look again...the one I despite...or just adore...I don't know...but I guess I should at least be honest with him...
"Eh, Soul...is just..."
"Yeah?" His eyes shine even more!
"Is...that..." "Well? Say something?!" He starts to get irritated. "Why you all the sudden wash away when I look at you straight to the eyes?He gets closer to me.
"I...can't explain...but I've been curious this days...wondering... What do you have so much that makes me..." I blushed...
"..." He turned his head, like he din't understand what I was saying... As I continued to blush in to a really pinky colored tone, he began to pay way more attention at my words, like he have an idea of what I might say next. "Maka...that feeling you are starting to encounter..." He stops. Like he regret what he just said, or wasn't sure of what to say next.
"Yes?" I got his attention once again. He look at a picture of us that was on the coffee table: a picture that was taken by ourselves long time ago, pretty much when we were starting to work together. He smile.
"Some nice times" he said quietly. "I think I understand...but...all this time...I thought-"
"You've felt like this too!?" I yelled. He looks at me again. "Uh..." "...Sorry..." I turn my head down. He smiles and sits beside me on the sofa.
"Maka" he's eyes... "Describe what you feel"
"Uh...well...is like, every-time I see you, I get this weird sensation on my stomach...it tickles..."
"Tickles? You would say it feels like butterflies flying inside you...right?"
"Uh...yeah...i guess if you say it like that makes more cense" huh? Butterflies?never though Soul would ever describe something with something so cute...
"That's how you feel it right?, well let me tell you, that how I feel...its more detailed than that" Huh? I though we were talking about me? Now he's saying how he feels? What is going on? Wait! He feels like me too!? ... Better listen to him. "Remember that time when we met? You asked me if I could play the piano for you...I though my way of expression would ruin the chance of ever being with you...as your scythe. But... you din't run away, in stead you asked me to be your partner! From that moment on, I knew...you were really something special"
"..." I kept quiet.
"You are special to me" he repeated. I felt his hand slightly moving on mine, he kept looking at me. Like waiting to me to say something...but what!?
"I..I understand..." My heart began to pound fast, I began to tremble too.
"Soul...do...you..."
"Do I what Maka?" He came closer to me.
"Do...you love me?" As those words came out, my heart stop! And frizzed! I kept asking my self on my head does he fell the same? Why now! Why do I all the sudden want this so badly!? Soul...I need to hear it from you!
"Maka...I love you more than anything" he looked at me seriously, he hold both my hands. "Than my own life...than my own soul"
Hearing that from Soul made my entire body melt. Soo cute! I wish I could...
"Maka" he said. I looked at him and as soon as I turn...he kissed me. Soul kissed me! It was a quick kiss...then he just put his hand on my cheek bone, and smile... "I will always love you, you are beautiful, you are so special" he whispered in my ear, making me loose my mind completely! those words were so sweet, I never though possible to hear from him...at least like he's doing it now.
"I just don't want to hide on your shadow anymore..."
"I was the one hiding on yours...I wanted to protect you. Never let anyone touch you, I was so focus on that...that I never let you know about...well that I love you"
"Now I know...and I'm glad that I'm not just confused" I smile at him and he put one finger on my lips.
"Good...you should go to sleep...is getting late" he interrupted, changing the subject.
"Um..."
"What's wrong Maka?"
"I'm not all that sleepy...can't you just..." i stop as he began walking forth me.
"What?" "...stay here a wile with me?" Ah! Why he keeps doing that!? he says something and then he acts like nothing happened!
"Please...stay..."
"Hm, ok. As you wish" As I wish? Oh my. Now that I got him to stay ...but...but...but now what will i say!?
"Is just that...um"
"Relax, I have an idea, let's watch a movie together" he smile.
"A movie? What kind of movie?" (Really, what kind? Cause I can't stand those crapy scary movies) um, what kind?
"Is a good one, is about a guy who's bodyguard was a girl...she even died for him! Literally died. Is kind of sad but also intriguing! It really inspires me" he said as he went to his room to find the movie.
"Ok? Hey, din't you just told me the ending? Spoiler. And what do you mean by inspired?"
"Cause that's kind of my job...to protect you no matter what"
"Oh. Yeah. Your always making sure I don't get hurt. Your always saving my butt hahah" i started giggling.
"Is not like you haven't done anything for me at all...you save mine allot of times too" he grabbed the movie and return.
"...(i smile at him) i know, I might be your maister but...I care about you allot to just use you as a tool to kill and take souls with. I give all I got when is a matter of life and death"
"I know. You even risk your life for me when you were fighting the Kishem... You prevented him from instantly killing me, and for that you win my trust"
"Of course I did! You protect me first and let you in a state of coma...You almost died for me!"
"Hah well what more can I say...I'm glad that today...were are all right. And everything is back to normal. All though...nothing will be normal for us anymore..." He put the movie on and sit beside me.
"Wha-what do you mean by that Soul?" He gave me a soft, sweet kiss.
"Is not the same...I have you now. Pretty sure that will make things a little different from now on..." He said without separating his face with mine.
"Oh! Jiji" i couldn't resist to giggle some more.
"So cute as always..." He gets up.
"Were are you..."
"Men! Your inpatient. Just gonna go shower and change. It was a long day remember"
"Oh right! Jijiji sorry..." It took a wile to us to change and stuff to sit and start to watch the movie. It was kind of cold unfortunately the only clothes available tonight was my shorts and T-shirt pj. So I was freezing. He was allot more cosy, he had a soft V T- shirt and his long pants pj. As the movie was going on I began to shake even more, not because I was nervous or anything I was sooo cold. He notice it and pulled me close to him, then he just hug me.
"You must be freezing huh? Is a bit chilly in here, does this make you feel any batter?"
"Uh yeah...thanks. Soul."
"Is a cold night. Why would you use your shorts?"
"I wasn't gonna use any used up clothes! I know is been cold lately so I've already use my long pants pj's and this is all I have"
"Hm. Ok. At least tell me if you get any colder, i'll look for a blanket for us"
"Mm ok"
Besides cold. It was a really nice night, the moon illuminated the room and there was a thick silence. Only the sound of the tv...and it's light. It din't took much when I decide to ask him to get the blanket, so he did and he covered us both with it. It was nice, me and Soul began to cuddle. He started to hold me tighter and closer to him, till our bodies were fused together.
"Your body...fells so worm now" he whispered in my ear. "This is very nice...I always wonder how this would felt..."
"You mean cuddling?" "Mm not exactly, I met this what were doing...is different from just cuddling on a cold night. Is special, I really feel super close to you right now Maka. And...it feels so good that I don't think i wan't to let you go for what is left of the night"
"..." Those words were so unexpected to hear from him that...I frizzed of surprise.
"Uh, sorry If that was too weird for you..." He got a little embarrassed, he even turn his head away.
"No...is just...I never though someone as cool as you would ever said something so deep and beautiful...no offense"I tried to break the ice.
"I don't think you should be a shame of how you fell..."
"Cool as me? Huh, if I wasn't cool I wouldn't have never gave you that kiss earlier, just like that now would've I?" He quickly return to my attention. He kept smiling showing off his huge sharp teeth. Like I would get intimidated by that after what he said. I know he's a softy.
"Yeah, yeah whatever" i laugh.
"Oh yeah!" He stared to tickle me and pull my hair carefully, just to mess around.
"No, stop it! You softy! Let me alone!" I kept laughing. "dammit Soul! Cut it out!"
In that moment we both felled off the sofa. We were still laughing, he land on top of me. Our eyes connected all the sudden and I felt like I was about to get swallowed in to them again. That red glow that made me flinch and gasp. I was hypnotize by it.
"...I don't know what you see in these dubious eyes but yours...yours are soo bright and clean, so innocent and delicate. So...beautiful..." He kissed me again only more passionate, it was like he wanted to continue our conversation with his lips. It felled so nice, so intriguing that just drove me crazy.
The movie was still on...but ignored, its only viewers were too busy to even separate from their little scene of love, I remember only the view of Soul at front of me and his lips. I din't know what else to do... I only continue to kiss him and beg for more...It just was so great that I felt that my entire body was melting. For once I decided...I wanted to be under his shadow...just to feel him close...and mix with his hot body.
"Soul"
"Maka..."
And become one.
Sorry, I din't have enough time to get to the GOOD PART ;) so I have to leave you guys with these for now. I promise I'll work on the rest...and when I'm done I'll post it for you guys. I'm a Soul Eater fan too, I've read some of other people's work here and I got to say I got inspired ^.^ next story: Soul Eater; Melt in to your shadow part 2 It gets more intense from now on ;)