Loveless, it's been nearly six months since I first heard that disgusting name, my name, the name that bonds two people together, two who share the same name the same fate, most people who share the name become fighter units, a fighter and a sacrifice together as one, their names always describe something connecting the two, beloved, breathless, even zeros, but a loveless like the name implies is someone who doesn't know love, or feel it, unlike others two loveless can never be together, their would be no bond connecting their hearts, the only person a loveless could ever become a unit with is that of a beloved, beloved have enough love to share with even a loveless, and that's how Soubi and I came to be.
I still didn't understand half of my life, like why my brother died, who the seven moons were or what the feeling I get from being with Soubi was, all I knew is that he was a fighter, and I his sacrifice, maybe I wasn't meant to know the meaning to these questions? Or maybe I was just meant to figure them out myself?.
I awoke next to him, my eyes slowly flickering open, I must of spent the night here again, I nuzzled up close to him, his arms were wrapped around my back, he always made me feel save, even when he bit on my ears, I knew one day he was going to take them, but I was ok with that, I never told him how I felt, because I never even knew how I felt for him my myself, ive only know relisased the truth is I love him.
"S.. Soubi" he opened his eyes slowly, staring at me, I blushed, " yes Ritsuka?" his voice so soft and sweet, "I..I..I" before I could say anything he had pulled me close to him, my head resting on his chest, " you talk in your sleep Ritsuka, you really cant hide anything from me when its bothering you, can you?" I got so embarrassed, had I really talked in my sleep? , "What did I say?" I smiled to him; I hoped I hadn't told him the truth with how I thought, that one thing id like to be awake for, he kissed my forehead, so sweetly and warm. "I wont ever let them hurt you Ristuka, I am your fighter and I will fight for you" I feel back onto the bed, I knew what he meant straight away, lately ive been seeing things, and hearing they want me gone, they say Soubi doesn't love me, ive tried my best to ignore them, but they sound so convincing, but every time I try to hurt myself, or do as they tell me Soubi would appear and hold me, he wouldn't let go till the voices were gone, "I know Soubi"