*beep* ...*beep* The only sound in the room is the monitor on the left side of my hospital bed. my dad is sleeping on the chair next to me, my mom left the room to talk to the doctor about the dying part of this situation., shes been gone for an hour now.
Maybe i'll survive this again, i did before.
I hope not, this year has been the hardest year in my life. the 1 year anniversary of Augustus's death. The pain has been unbearable, we've all tried to make him proud. Isaac's ex'girlfriend asked to get back together last month, he said that he'd rather get cancer again. His cancer came back last week. He said he has carcinoma of the lung. On the bright side he is my hospital buddy now.
My mom walks back in and walks over to my other side and sits in the chair next to me. She hold my hand and and looks into my eyes, shes been crying, her eyes are red and swollen. Her hair is up and she is has a over sized sweater on and track pants. Neither of my parents have changed since we got here three days ago. she lays her head on my lap and falls asleep
I wake up and i am alone in the room. There is a note on my pillow.
"We got hungry, in the cafeteria. Your father made all the nurses keep a 3rd eye on you, sorry. - Mom"
She was not effing kidding about the nurses. every 5 seconds they would poke their head in like i couldn't even see them. It always annoys me when people do that, stare at me like i'm made of porcelain. but today it was extra annoying because i just got my period. I always knew i would die on my period. Lets hope i can get one of the nurses to get me chocolate...
Sorry this was so short, my mom is yelling at me to go to bed, but this is just the beginning! Next one should be posted tomorow but eh, i want it to be good.