These are the accounts of my life as the occurred beginning with today's date and ending on the day prior to my death (or in all hopes it will continue so long). But the point of this being that someday someone will receive a necessary enough insight into the wonders of my mind. Also I write this for the childeren of today. I'm well aware that your parents take you as innocent little beings with nothing but minnor problems, and for the adults who believe this is true.

March 13 ,2011- My parents kept me busy all morning, but I did manage to slip away around 3o'clock I met up with Michael on the bridge and this child would not leave us alone (she's adorable in her own sweet way and all but it gets annoying) after escaping the kid we walked to brandy station and stumbled into the usual Haygood worshipers (people who praise Tyler Haygood for his BMX "skills"). Christian still refused to return my handcuffs because I would not to tell him that I'm in a relationship with my best friend, even though it would have been a lie. So Michael and myself wandered through the tiny little semi-secret forest and into the spot where the birds sing along with the music we play and the bugs dance about to the same tune. We sat there for a long time just talking… He's the most interesting person I've ever met, and my best friend.

March 14, 2011- Today my big sister decided she wanted to spend time with me, at first I was reluctant but she promised to feed me so I agreed to act pleasant for the day. When I returned home Michael and I ventured off again to our magical hide away in the forest and listened to the bird Phantom (as I have decided to name him) sing, and my friend saw another side of me, which I'm not sure is a bad thing.

March 15, 2011- I spent time with my dearest Amanda today. We went to the secret trail and spoke with the Haygood worshipers, I also bought myself a new lighter. Then Jacob (the evil bastered) stole it and ruined it. Then one of them stole my money, so I stole his bike. After that I was upset the rest of the day. Then Marissa asked me to join her on a camping trip I do believe I'll be attending.

(Camping)

March 18, 2011- Well first thing today ( literally first thing because Marissa and I stayed up nearly all night with two boys) I had some semi-attractive male on top of me, it was a pretty great way to start my day and then during the nervous game I ended up with out a shirt… shortly after that I discovered that they were taken… I felt like a complete slut, mostly because they weren't the first people this week to see my nude figure. I feel like really terrible now, I mean honsetly until this week I've never done anything all that bad, but well look at me now! I need to repent.

March 19, 2011- My long day began with a baking class mother signed me up for and 5 text messages from Ms. King (all of them unanswered). Shortly after words I fell asleep on my filthy clothing and awoke to the sound of my cellular device clattering against the floor, more than willing to spend time with the caller I dressed and carried myself to the bridge. As the dark fell we caught up with a friend of hers so close he considered himself her brother, he was kind enough to buy me some insense to burn and as he paid for them I passed an old friend of mine. I must have been doing something wrong because he believed that I was on drugs I tried to reason with him that I was a virgin to even alcohol but he didn't believe me. That will probably lead to trouble later considering his parents had always wanted him to look out for me (I recall once about a year ago he tried to warn me of the dangers people like Marissa posed to my health not realizing at the time she was a close friend of mine).