Hey! What's up? I'm back, Its been like forever but I've been going through some things. Here's another story from me, this is my second one. It's gunna be a multi-chap. I didn't wanna start like this cause, this is sad to me, anyways on a happier note, and I know I'm a tad late…Who saw FFTF? I DID! EPIC AND CUTE! Oh and speaking of epic and cute, TOY STORY 3! Awesomeness! It made me cry….so emotional. So u guys prob aren't reading this so…on with the story….

The Secret Life of Sonny Munroe: Diary Entries

"They say a person hides sadness through pep…"

January 13, 2010

Mom keeps saying she's going to die. She tells me to be strong. That whatever happens is for the best, its destiny….but I don't know what I'll do without her. She's the reason I'm still alive after 2 suicide attempts. Yeah I'm Sonny Munroe. Newest comedian on So Random! But I'm not happy. Don't call me spoiled. Don't call me a brat. It's not that. My life took a turn for the worst when my mom met Vincent. To her he was perfect. Dark Locks, Bright Green eyes, Great personality, anything a woman could ever want. I think he is the devil in person. Ever since he came along in his stupid fancy car, things have changed. Changed how? Well there is now violence in my life. He has hurt me so many times. And Mom doesn't even know it. He doesn't let me talk to her. He showed me the gun. He says he will do it if I don't leave. But I know I can't. I know I can't leave my mom with him. She's the only thing I have left, after Dad died. I hate Vincent. How can a person be filled with so much hate? And no I'm not talking about Vincent. I'm talking about me. Some people think: Wow she's such a happy person, Wow she's so peppy. No. Newsflash! I have a dark secret. I'm depressed. I need help. I have no one to turn to. I'm sure nobody cares anyway. Tawni is way too conceited. I saw how she laughed at those girls with cuts on their arms. Telling me how stupid they were for not living life to the fullest. If I told Tawni I was one of those girls, she would laugh, and I'm not sure if I could take that. Nico and Grady? No way. Zora? She's in her own little world. Then there's, Chad. Chad Dylan Cooper. He most definitely won't care. He's always so full of himself, yet there's that sweet side. He's amazing. I wish I could thank him for everything. He doesn't know that one dance at the prom helped me. So much. Yes I'm in love with Chad, but he could never love me back. He would probably pick a model over me. It hurts to think about it. He's the second most important person to me. Now if only I could tell him about the cuts, the starving myself, the hurt. I'll have to wait and see. If only I was brave enough to find help in this hellhole of a life.

Sonny Munroe

SPOV

I closed the tear stained book. I looked down at it for a while, until I took it in my hands and threw it across the room. Life isn't fair. It isn't at all! I want my fairytale, where the handsome knight would rescue me from the tower and fly me away to a magical place. I guess I have to suck it up and get with it.

"SONNY!" It was him. Vincent…..he was calling me. I wanted to avoid another beating so I ran down the stairs. As soon as I came down, I saw my mom with her eyes closed, laying down on the couch. It broke my heart. I single tear slid down my cheek as Vincent said,

"She's dead"

:/ I don't know about this one….I wrote it when I was feeling sad. I found it in my phone memo pad and decided to give it a try. So review if you want me to continue :D Bye my loves!

OH! And I need a beta. PM me if ur interested. ;D Bye!