Hello....this is my new story Broken Hearts and Forever Promises. It is a Bella/Jasper story...it might start off a little slow but please hang in there and read :) This is only the prolouge but there is plenty more to come. I would also like to thank my beta dancingwithEdward for helping me out...thanks:) Well, hope you guys enjoy this!
JPOV
I wanted to kiss her so badly. Every ounce of my being wanted to be close to her. I could feel myself trembling with my insane need to touch her. She was gazing at me in awe; I don't even think she had a clue of what to do.
I could feel the emotions coming from her. There was love and longing, but there was definitely fear. I wanted to show her how much I cared for her, but we both understood that the danger was great. The scent of her blood wrapped me closer, and I wanted to taste her sweet blood almost as badly as I wanted to kiss her.
But she never even told me if she wanted this, only her feelings gave her away. "It's okay, Jasper," she whispered quietly. Her brown eyes were full of trust that I had no right to deserve. How could she trust me not to hurt her? I reached out and tentatively touched her cheek. My hands shook so badly, I should have been embarrassed, but I didn't.
"I love you," I told her honestly. "but I am so frightened of hurting you," I told her knowing that my voice was full of longing. She must know I wanted to be with her. I would think it would have been completely obvious over the last few weeks.
"You won't," she sawed sternly with determination in her eyes. She reached up and placed her hand on my shoulder. I gulped and closed my eyes making sure that I was completely in control of myself. I took a step closer to her and gently pulled her to me. The tension between us intensified.
She buried her head in my shoulder and inhaled my scent. Then she slowly lifted her head to look at me expectantly. It was now or never and I had to choose.
My breathing sped up involuntarily. I swept her hair out of her eyes and bent my head down so I could gently press my lips to hers.
The first thing I felt was happiness. I knew that if my heart was still beating it would be going a mile a minute. This was perfect and unlike anything I had ever experienced. She was so soft and warm and she pressed against me eagerly. My hands tangled in her hair and her arms wrapped around my neck. I knew I was completely lost in her then.
But then the inevitable happened; the hunger came. The urge to bite her bubbled up inside of me. I could feel the venom pool in my mouth as my need to bite her became greater. I yanked myself away from her and darted a couple feet away.
"Jasper, I'm sorry," she tried to apologize, but it wasn't even her fault. Waves of hurt and rejection washed over me.
I shook my head and tried to make her understand that none of this was her fault. I thought that I was getting used to her irresistible scent, but apparently my hunger was stronger than my need for her. I had to get out of there, and fast.
I ran quickly into the trees trying to get far away from her sweet smelling blood. I heard her calling my name behind me. It tore my heart to leave her because so many left her before. The only difference was that I was coming back to her, not leaving her forever. I wouldn't disappear on her just like he did.
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