Dont hurt me but new story!
So I wasn't going to publish this until I had updated all my stories but I'm currently in the process of doing that and it is my spring break, plus I wanted to see the reviews from this story while I was updating my others.
Well here it is, the first chapter to Of a Mothers Love and Sacrifice.
The sounds of glass bottles clanking and laughter filled the busy bar as Sakura downed her 7th shot. A light blush graced her face from the affects of the booze she had been drinking that night. "Come on Sakura just go up to him!" Ino yelled from next to her friend, the blonde had had about the same amount of alcohol as the pinkette but clearly was unable to hold her liqueur as well. The blush on the girls face darkened further and this time it was not from the alcohol. Currently the two girls were at a going away party for Sakura and Kakashi, the two were going on a two year long mission for research on a new jutsu to help Konoha upgrade their abilities on the battle field.
Although it was techniquely a time of peace Tsunade had her doughts on just how long things would stay peaceful. It had been about 2 years since Obito and Madara attacked the village and were taken down by Naruto. A lot had happened within these last two years, the village was finally rebuilt to its former glory. Sasuke had been released from jail about 4 months ago. The Uchiha had come back willingly after the war with Madara had ended, he had finally gotten the closure he so desperately needed regarding his brothers death. He learned that his brother had done what he did because he loved the village, and while he loved his family as well he had put the needs of his village above his family. Sasuke knew it would be disrespectful to his brothers memory if he continued to try and destroy the village. It had been a big shock to Sakura and Naruto when he joined their side of the fight at the end of the war but Naruto was grateful to have his brother back and on their side.
Sakura while glade to have her teammate back found that she no longer felt an intense longing for the last remaining Uchiha, instead that longing was replaced with a brotherly love. She found that her childhood crush was just that a crush and that she was just glade to have her teammate back but only as that a teammate, or a brother.
Also the last two years allowed Sakura and Naruto to rise in the ranks, both earning their jonin status, both growing in strength and now at the young age of 18 they were highly respected in the shinobi community. The development that had occurred over the past two years that was currently flustering the pinkette, was her realized feelings for her blonde teammate.
At first when Sakura knew that Sasuke was back for good, even if in a jail cell she worried that herself and Naruto wouldn't have much in common anymore. Their main goal for the past 4 years had been to get their friend back and that goal had made them grow close, so with the absence of that goal Sakura found that a weight was set on her shoulders. The weight that she might lose someone very important to her. But as the two helped rebuild their home and trained to become stronger she found the opposite of her fears occurring. She was becoming more and more close to the blonde. Without the constant goal of retrieving their friend or a war raging in their backyard the two found it easier to finally get to know each other the way teammates should. They learned things about each other they never knew.
Their strengths and weaknesses were exposed to each other and not just on the field but in every day life. The two seemed to become so inceanc with each other that it was scary. Not only that but Sakura couldn't find it in herself to look at Naruto as that annoying child that used to chase her around. Instead she saw a man who had endured such hardships and overcame them in a way that made her want to sit back and just admire him. She soon found it hard to not be around him, she had for the longest time thought something was wrong with her until Ino so bluntly told her, 'You are in love forehead!'
Now she was currently at her going away party staring across the room at the blonde hero of Konoha. "I just need some liquid courage is all." Sakura said looking away from the blonde man and turning back to her table, ordering another round of shots. Ino sighed looking at her friend with a mixture of annoyance and sadness, she had been the one to tell Sakura that she should confess to Naruto before she left. She had heard some rumors floating around and she would be damned if she let her best friend chicken out and come back after 2 years and find out that Naruto was taken. "You've been sucking down 'liquid courage' all night and have yet to even leave this table!" Ino yelled trying to get her friend to stand up as the pinkettte gulped down another shot. She knew Sakura could hold her liqueur pretty well but if she kept up like she was she would walk over to Naruto and the only thing that would be coming out of her mouth would be her lunch. Sakura was about to throw down another shot when Ino grabbed her wrist, making her spill the clear liquid onto the table. "Ino! You know how I feel about wasting liqueur! Especially if I paid for it!" Sakura whined staring with sad eyes at her drink as it dripped to the floor. Ino sighed at her friends behavior, Tusnade had truly done a good job at turning Sakura into her little 'mini me.'
"Listen Sakura I didn't want to tell you this but I don't think I can get you out of this chair any other way. I heard that Hinata has been moving in on Naruto, and after her big confession to him when Pein attacked it will be a lot easier for her to just ask him out." Ino said in a whisper, said lavender haired girl was sitting at the bar with Naruto and a few others at the moment. Sakura's eyes went wide, she knew Hinata had feelings for Naruto as well but she didn't think the girl was bold enough to make a move, hell Sakura was almost as bold as they come and she was afraid to make a move. Sakura's shoulders fell and she found herself looking down at the floor.
She knew it was stupid, she shouldn't be so nervous, there wasn't anyone closer to Naruto then she was and even if he didn't return her feelings he wouldn't act any different around her. She knew that once upon a time he had outright told her his feelings for her and she had just pushed him away. She was afraid of the effects that her own words would have on her coming out of Naruto's mouth. Sure she was going away for a while but that just made it worse. Sakura gripped her pink locks in her hand and set her elbow on the table. Ino looked at her friend with sympathy, she didn't want to stress her out more but she knew she had to light a fire under Sakura's ass to get her to do anything. Ino was about to give her friend some words of encouragement when Sakura let out a deep breath and suddenly stood up. "Your right Ino, I need to just bit the bullet and do this." She said taking a deep breath before turning toward the man of her thoughts and heading his way.
Ino smiled as she watched her friend walk over to the blonde with what looked like confidence, well until she stumbled a bit on the way there. Ino giggled at her friends expense as she watched Sakura get Naruto attention.
"I bet 50 she freezes and can't say it." A voice interrupted Ino's spying, she looked to the side to see Genma holding up a 50 bill with a smirk on his face. Ino glared at the older man not finding his joke very funny at the moment.
"I bet 60 he freezes." Ino looked to her other side to see Kiba grinning from ear to ear with some cash in his hand as well. Ino turned her glare to the Inuzuka when another voice came into the conversation. "I bet 100 she gets laid for the first time in her life!" Tsunade yelled, a drunken smile on her face as she grinned at Ino, who smiled back at her Hokage.
"I bet 100 along with the Hokage." A deep voice echoed as Ino looked up to Sasuke with a broad smirk on his face. Ino grinned back at the Uchiha, now this was a bet she could get in on.
Sakura had managed to get Naruto out of the bar and away from everyone and they were currently walking down the deserted streets of Konoha. It was about 1am and all the day shops had long since shut down for the day. They walked in silence but it wasn't awkward, it was comfortable, even with Naruto stumbling around and her having to hold him up half the time. 'Hes really drunk, maybe its not such a good idea to tell him now...' Sakura thought as they continued on down the street. Sakura knew that there wasn't going to be a chance after tonight for another two years, sure he was going to be seeing her off tomorrow but it would be harder to tell him then. She was so busy racking her brain, trying to decide if she should tell him tonight or not, that she didn't realize that they were already in front of her apartment door.
During the war Sakura had lost her parents and ever since the village had been rebuilt she had gotten her own apartment, it wasn't big or fancy but it suited her just fine. The pink haired girl stood awkwardly in front of her apartment door staring at the blond in front of her. "Neh Sakura, why are you making shadow clones all of a sudden?" Naruto slurred out but Sakura wasn't listening, she was off in her brain making her final decision. 'Its now or never!' she thought as she took a deep breath before looking the blond in the eye, "Naruto, I love you!" She let out so fast that her words blurred together. A dark blush dusted her face as she stared at Naruto waiting for a reply. Naruto just stared back not quite sure if he had heard her right or not. "What did you say?" Naruto trying to say without slurring but failed. Sakura let out another long breath before her face got even reder if that was even possible.
"I said, I love you Naruto. I've been in love with you for a long time..." She said looking down at the ground and whispering out the last part. For a while silence fell over the two, putting Sakura in a panic. She finally looked up to see what Naruto's reaction was but the only thing that met her when she looked up were his lips on her own.
Sakura's eyes widened not quite sure what was happening, she hadn't been expecting this kind of reaction from him, she though he would smile at her and tell her he felt the same way or tell her he didn't feel that way any more, so this shocked her. After her mind finally started to process the situation Sakura closed her eyes and kissed the man back. This wasn't exactly how she pictured her first kiss with Naruto to be, it was hard and a bit sloppy but also gentle and that soothed her mind. She felt the blond lift her up by her thighs and on instinct she warped her legs around his waist. She could hear Naruto fumbling with the door before he finally got it open, all the while his lips stayed on hers.
Once they were inside she had a strong feeling where this was going and in the back of her mind she was screaming that this was too fast, but she pushed it aside, this was Naruto after all, and she would be gone for two years. She kept telling herself that as he led her to her bedroom but in the back of her mind something was nagging at her.
The bright sun rays woke Sakura up the next morning as they hit her face. Her nose scrunched up as she tried to open her eyes only to be blinded by the sun. She rolled over so that she faced away from the window and tried opening her eyes once again, she looked at her clock with blurry eyes. It read 8:09 she still had 8 hours before she had to meet Kakashi at the gates. She groaned not wanting to get up and flung her arm across the bed only for it to meet the cool mattress. She laid there for a moment more before she realized she was in bed alone. "Naruto!?" She yelled out springing up in the bed and looking around the room in a slight panic, she slowly calmed down when she found Naruto on the floor, the sheets covering the lower half of his body, a shocked and horrified look plagued his eyes.
Sakura stared at the blond in confusion, "Naruto what's wrong?" She asked sincerely concerned for the man she had just given her virginity to. The blonde continued to stare at she from on the floor for a moment longer before four words left his mouth. "Sakura... I'm so sorry..." It was Sakura's turn to stare in shock at the blonde on the floor as he looked around for his boxers, trying to cover himself up. She had been hoping for four words to leave his mouth but those were not the ones she was hoping for.
Sakura sat up further the sheets falling off her form, revealing her naked body from the waist up but she didn't care, they had shared an intimate moment last night and he had already seen more of her than this. But when Naruto looked away from her with a blush and a guilty look in his eye, Sakura only became more confused. "Naruto?" Sakura questioned trying to get him to say anything she was starting to panic again and she didn't like this feeling, her heart was racing a mile a minute and only speeding up from there.
"Sakrua... I'm so sorry... I was really drunk or I would have never... I would have never taken advantage of you like that..." Naruto whispered out making Sakura's eyes go wide once again, her throat went dry and she was finding it a little hard to breath. "Taken advantage...?" She whispered she voice cracking from the shock she was feeling.
"Naruto do you... remember anything from last night?" she whispered not knowing if she wanted to hear his answer, even if she already knew what he was going to say. She didn't look at him she just stared at the sheets on her bed praying that he would remember and that this misunderstanding would be taken care of, but it seemed like fate was against her on this matter.
"I remember you saying you wanted to talk... And after that I can't remember anything..." Naruto said giving his best friend a guilty look, he felt so dirty. When he had woken up it had only taken a few seconds to decipher what had happened, he had been so shocked that he feel off the bed and only moments later had Sakura woken up. He felt sick, he had spent so much time running off "unworthy" men from Sakura, protecting her chastity and here he had taken it away from her on a drunken whim. He looked up at the one person he had always wanted to protect and never even in his wildest dreams hurt, her face was that of shock and he could see the tears gathering in her eyes. He got up and walked over to her and warped his arms around her to try and let her know that he was there for her even if he had caused this.
They sat there for a moment when Sakura whispered something. "No..." the word was almost inaudible so Naruto had to ask her what she had said, "No..." She said again this time a little louder letting Naruto hear it making him flinch, was she telling him she didn't want him around?
"No, no No!" she yelled tears rolling down her face, this made Naruto jump away from her thinking she was telling him to get away from her. He took what he thought was her hint and grabbed his cloths and left, but what he didn't know was that Sakura was only upset that he had forgotten her confession and that he thought their sleeping together was a mistake. "No... Why doesn't he remember!?" She screamed in her mind.
It was about 2:30, Sakura was sitting at her kitchen table sipping freshly brewed coffee to try and kill her headache. Ino had come over at noon to help Sakura pack for her trip when she found her best friend sitting on her bed naked with dried tear trails on her cheeks. Sakura had spilled every detail of what happened last night, without spilling every detail. Ino looked at her friend with sympathy, it had been enough for Sakura to try and build up the courage to tell the blond how she felt and then she sleeps with him only to find out that not only does he not remember her confession but he thinks he took advantage of her. "Why didn't you just explain to him what happened?" Ino asked the most logical question that had been looming over her head since Sakura told her what had happened.
Sakura sighed knowing that that is what she should have done, but she was in shock and embarrassed and depressed that her first time she slept with a man and he cant even remember it. "Honestly I know that's what I should have done but I was hysterical and wasn't thinking straight when it happened..." She said a sad look falling over her face. Ino sighed before picking up the days unopened newspaper and whacking Sakura over the head with it.
"What the hell!?" Sakura yelled glaring at her friend, here she was devastated over the mornings events and her best friend hits her over the head?!
"If you know that's what you should have done then why don't you do it now?" Ino said in a matter of fact voice that made Sakura jump from realization. That was actually a good idea, she could still explain before she left and then maybe she could get her real answer from the blonde while hes sober. Sakura looked at her friend in shock, since when did Ino become so smart, but then she realized that Ino had always been smart with this sort of thing. She smiled up at her blonde friend, "You know what you are right! I will tell him. When we go to the gates to say good-bye to everyone I will pull him aside and tell him!" Sakura said with so much confidence that it surprised Ino, she had thought Sakura would whine and tell her she couldn't do it. 'Damn she should have just gotten laid in the first place!' Ino thought in her head giggling to her self which made Sakrua give her a strange look. Ino shook her off dismissing the idea that she was creepily laughing to herself.
"Good now lets get you packed and ready!" Ino yelled ready for her friend to finally have the confession she deserved and the answer she deserved even more.
Sakura stood at the gates of Konoha with Kakashi, who had only been 30 minutes late, a new record! All of their friends were there to see them off, two years was a long time and they were going to be missed and vice-verse. Sakura had said her good-byes to so many people she lost count and honestly she wasn't really paying attention to what they were saying to her any way. She was waiting for Naruto to show up, he was the most important person she wanted to see right now. She was currently talking to Sasuke, trying to actually give him a good good-bye, they were much closer now than they were back in their genin days, so she felt she should give him a proper good-bye. But her attention was brought to the street behind Sasuke as blond hair came into her view, Sasuke looked back and took one look at who was coming before turning to Sakura and smirking. He had become very aware of Sakura's attraction to Naruto, actually everyone in the village had become aware of it except for Naruto himself.
Sakura smiled as Naruto got closer to them, she noticed someone running with Naruto, it was Hinata. "I didn't even notice she wasn't here." Sakura thought offhandedly as she continued to smile at the blonde heading her way she waved to him telling him to hurry up. As Naruto and Hinata got closer Sakrua noticed that Sasuke's face contorted into that of anger and confusion. Sakura fallowed Sasukes line of vision to see what he was glaring at when she saw it. The two that were running their way, holding hands, and not just in a hurry up or we will be late kind of way this was a new relationship had formed kind of way.
Sakura felt her stomach drop as she watched the two approach her."Listen Sakura I didn't want to tell you this but I don't think I can get you out of this chair any other way. I heard that Hinata has been moving in on Naruto, and after her big confession to him when Pein attacked it will be a lot easier for her to just ask him out." Ino's words rang in Sakura's head like a gun had been shot off right next to her ear.
Sakura felt everyone's eyes look her direction as Naruto came to stand in front of her. "Sorry we are late." Naruto said breathlessly as he awkwardly smiled at Sakura still not sure if she was mad at him from this morning. Sakura only stared at the two in front of her before letting out a breathy 'its ok.'
Naruto gave her a sad look seeing as she wasn't talking to him much, his face flooded over with guilt once more and Sakura just wanted to die right then and there. "Sakura, about this morning..." Naruto started to say before being cut off
"Its alright, really," Sakura said putting on a fake smile, "So how long have you two been going out?" she let the question that had been lingering in her mind fall out of her mouth, she didn't care if she was being blunt or rude. Her heart was beating at such a painful speed that she really didn't care, all she could really think about was how much it hurt to see them together and how much she just wanted to leave right there and then. Naruto gave her another guilty sad look that told her he was sorry about what happened but Sakura pretended not to see it. "About a week ago." Naruto said looking away from the girl that he had woken up with in his arms. He had already told Hinata about what had happened, he had felt like the biggest ass in the world and and told her she deserved better. But the girl had insisted that it was alright because it was a one time thing and he was drunk.
He as surprised she let it go so easily to be honest. "Well congratulations you two." Sakura said in mock happiness and Naruto could tell that she was not being sincere. He wanted to just engulf the pink haired girl in his arms and reassure her that everything was alright, but he felt like she didn't want him to. Sakura looked at the two trying to keep her composure, she noticed that Hinata was giving her a strange look, not a look that said 'you slept with my boyfriend you witch!' It was more like a look of shock, anger and jealously as she stared at her midsection with her buakugun activated.
"Well I think it is time we head out Kakashi." Sakura said before quickly wrapping her arms around the blonde in front of her. She gave him a tight squeeze and whispered in his ear, "Goodbye Naruto..." before letting go and walking toward her mission partner. Naruto stared at her with devastation in his eyes, her good-bye seemed so final, like she wasn't going to come back. She could see the sympathetic looks Ino was giving her and she gave her friend the smallest smile she could muster before heading out the gates, Kakashi close behind her. They could hear the echo of their friends good-byes fade into the air as they got further and further away from the village and once they were far enough away that he knew no one could hear them Kakashi turned toward his former student. "It's okay to let it out Sakura." The man said as he watched the girl next to him instantly break down. Kakashi had seen the whole interaction that had unfolded between his two students and had overheard the conversation Sakura and Ino had had the night before at the bar. It didn't take a genius to connect the dots and figure out what had happened.
He felt sorry for his student, the poor girl had always been searching for love, first with Sasuke and that had ended with him trying to kill her multiple times before finally coming home. and Now with Naruto who she had taken 8 years to realize her feelings and once she confesses she finds out he is with someone else. He wanted to help her, the poor girl had had it rough, her parents died leaving her no living relatives and now she had lost the closest thing she had to family.
Kakashi snapped out of his musings when he felt a third chakra signature spike. He tried to pinpoint where the chakra was coming from but there was nothing in the vicinity, that's when he realized the third signature was coming from right next to him. He looked down as his sobbing student with more sympathy that he thought he could ever muster, her wrapped his arm around the small woman to try and console her. 'If this is how you are now, I can't imagine how you will be when you find out...' Kakashi thought looking down at the small woman under his arm.
He couldn't tell her now, he couldn't bring himself to tell her now, she was a medic she would find out soon enough, then he would let her decided if she wanted to continue with the mission or not. The mission wasn't particularly dangerous, and they had full rights to length it to as long as they needed.
'Sakura it looks like this is just the beginning of you heartache...' he thought looking down at his student with sad eyes.
So what did you think?
I just randomly come up with this story one night and I was like huh how would this work out?
So this is what I came up with.
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