Heart before Head...
This whole mess could have been avoided if I had just listened to my head and not my heart. I always listen to my head, why should my heart take over now? I'll tell you why. Duncan. Duncan is the reason my heart started thumping harder and harder every time I saw him. I don;t know what it was about him, but I was still attracted to him. There was nothing about him that made me go 'wow', but, at the same time, it did.
There was just something in the way he looked at me. They way he talked to me. The way he teased me. The way he called my by that stupid little nickname. There was just something about his bad boy persona that made me fall head over heels in him.
As the weeks went by, I found myself falling for him harder and harder. It was just the way it was meant to be, but that was just my heart talking. If my head had been the one telling me what to do, I would have won that competition. There is no doubt about it. I was the best there. The only thing that stopped me was Duncan...
I don't hate him for it. I love him for it. If I had won that competition, God knows how snobby and uptight I would have been. But, Duncan showed me how to let go. Duncan showed me what it was like to walk on the brighter side of life. There were no rules where we were. It was just us and whatever we wanted to do. No one could tell us left from right, up or down, right or wrong. But, maybe someone should have.
If someone had told me what she was doing at the time I was doing it, I would have stopped. Being a bad girl wasn't me, winning is what I was all about. Or at least it was, once Duncan came into my life, I was no longer the preppy girl I had been before I'd met him. My whole world turned upside down. Duncan changed me. But, eh changed me for the right reasons.
There is no one I would rather be with Duncan than anyone else. Duncan is my whole world. He's the reason I want to wake up in the mornings. He's the reason I still breathe. Without him I'd just be an empty shell. I used to be an empty shell, but Duncan brought life to me when we met. He made me the person I am today.
And now...Now we're in a mess. The mess called love. People are always telling us what we should do with our lives. Most people tell me I shouldn't be with him, I deserve better. But, I don't want better. I only want Duncan, and Duncan only wants me. We belong together and no one will tear us apart. This whole mess could have been avoided if I had just listened to my head and not my heart. But, what fun would that be?
A/N: Okay, very quick one shot I just thought of. I hope you liked it :)
I am very tired and feeling ill...In know! I was fine this morning, but now I feel like shit! UGH! I hate life!
Thanks for reading, please review :)
Love, ChloeRhiannonX