Every time
Chapter One: He's Gone
By: Silver Dragon
AN: Well this story is again AU (I seem to do a lot of those) I happen to be a fan of General Hospital couple Sonny and Carly, can't help it I just love them. So I took one of their storylines and did it in a completely different way…the base this from the Brenda returns storyline where Sonny fakes his death…only difference is that Carly never knew he was faking….enjoy
Please read and review….let me know what you think
Carly closed her eyes to block out the sound of her husbands voice.
St. Timothy's church. Sonny needs you to get there as fast as you can.
Carly eyes tightened against the pain in her heart hearing Jason again. If only I had gotten there sooner Carly thought sadly as she looked down at her left hand, her diamond ring winked at her with the reflection of the light, before she closed her eyes against it.
When she finally lifted her head she saw the pictures above the fire place, pictures of her family. "Family" Carly said softly as walked over to the picture of Sonny and Michael. She traced her fingers around his face
No! No! No, that's a lie! Sonny, tell them! Tell them. Tell them you're not dead! Open your eyes. Open your eyes and tell them you're not dead! Sonny, please! No, Sonny!
Carly shook her head as she walked over to the bar and fingered the whisky bottle before pouring herself a shot. She quickly poured herself another.
No, it's not. It's a marriage, ok, and, excuse me. Excuse me for being selfish. But I'm not real enthusiastic about becoming a widow.
I'll watch my back.
Tightened her hold on her glass without knowing it and continued to stare at the wall. Her body tense as she remembered.
When you're in the church, either before or after the meeting, can you just say a little prayer? Just ask God to watch over you?
Ok, I'll try.
No, promise me, promise me. Ok, I know you need a little prayer. You say prayers for everyone else, and I just
Carly cold feel the tears start to fall as she remembered him promising he was going to be coming back.
I love you.
"You lying bastard" Carly yelled suddenly as she swiped her arm through the glass, shattering everything. "You promised me … you promised me" Carly cried as she threw a vase into the glass coffee table.
Carly didn't even feel the pain as her leg caved from under her she just brought her hands up to her face and watched as the blood ran down her palms.
I love you so much. You are my heart and my soul. You are the best parts of me, sonny. And I swear, no matter where you are I will always love you. I will never love anyone like I love you. Never, ever again
Carly just sat there with the glass all around her watch her blood seep from her cuts
Never before have I seen you look so blue
I can't find a cure and nothing comforts you
The light at the end of the tunnel
Doesn't shine at the end of the day
She didn't notice anything else she didn't hear the door open or see the person staring at her.
Every time you cry Save up all your tears I will be your rainbow When they disappear Wash away the pain 'Til you smile again I will be the laughter in your eyes Every time you cry Every time you cry
Elizabeth eyes widened at the sight before her and quickly screamed for help as she ran to Carly. "Carly? What happened"
Carly just continued to stare at her hands "He's gone"
Elizabeth closed her eyes at the pain heard in the older woman's voice. She gently took Carly's hands in hers and became even more worried at the size of the cuts. "Carly, we have to get you to a hospital. MAX!" Elizabeth screamed as she turned her head to the door.
Time has a way of wounding what has healed
What can I say? I know just how you feel
Your soul is dark and troubled
Like a river running wild
Max walked into the living room with a frown. Looked down and quickly pulled out his cell phone. "Johnny, get the car…Emergency"
Elizabeth looked up at Max with worried eyes "There cut bad…I don't know if she's cut else where, but these are very bad"
Every time you cry
Save up all your tears
I will be your rainbow
When they disappear
Wash away the pain
'Til you smile again
I will be the one who dries your eyes
Every time you cry
Every time you cry
Max nodded as he quickly bent down and put his strong arms around Carly's shoulders and knees. Without breaking his stride he quickly walked to the elevator. Hitting the button he turned to Elizabeth. "Phone the hospital tell them we are coming in"
"I'm going with you" Elizabeth said as she tried to get into the elevator.
"No, you stay here. Francis will be up in a minute to guard you, please Miss. Webber, Mr. Morgan asked us to take care of you" Max said softly as he pulled Carly closer to him. "Please, for her"
Elizabeth nodded. "I'll call the hospital and stay here"
"Thank you" Max replied as the elevator doors closed.
"What was that all about?" Zander asked from Jason's door.
Well, you know that's what I'm here for
I will give you when you need more
There will be no hesitation
I will reap no reward
Elizabeth looked over at Zander "Pain" was all she said before walking back into penthouse four, closing the door on Zander.
Zander just shrugged not understanding.
Bobbie watched as the doctor stitched Carly's hands. She never saw her daughter look like this, as if her soul had been ripped out. Bobbie jumped a little when she felt a hand on her shoulder.
"How is she?" Luke asked as he looked at his baby sister.
"I don't know" Bobbie replied softly as she looked at her daughter "She hasn't said two words since she got her. She hasn't even flinched when the doctors started to stitch her up"
"She in shock"
"I know Luke" Bobby turned away from the window and walked over to the waiting room where she sat down. "My daughter is hurting and I…"
"It's okay Barbara" Luke said softly as he pulled his sister into his arms. "She's going to be okay"
Bobbie pulled away from her brother and looked at him "How Luke? How is she going to be okay with Sonny dead?"
Luke just looked at his sister and wiped her cheek "I don't know, but she will"
Max watched the doctor and cringed for Carly, he knew by the look in her eyes that she would be feeling that. She wouldn't be feeling anything for awhile. His heart went out to her.
Carly sat there on the hospital staring at nothing her face voided of all emotion, she just sat there.
The young doctor glanced up at his work and smiled "All done"
Carly just looked right through him before glancing down at her hands, which where bandaged.
"Thank you" Max said for her as he walked over to the doctor "She'd like to be alone now"
"Of course" The doctor replied confused as Max showed him the door. "Well call if we need anything."
Max glanced over at Bobbie and nodded to her.
Bobbie quickly got up and all but ran into her daughter's room. "Carly?"
Carly didn't say anything just kept staring at her hands.
Bobbie closed her eyes before she walked over to he daughter and sat down next to her. "I'm here Carly" Bobbie said softly as she touched Carly hair.
"Do you think it will ever come off?" Carly asked quietly
"Will what come off? The stitches?" Bobbie asked confused
"No his blood"
Bobbie's heart stopped at her daughters words. "Oh Carly" Bobbie pulled Carly into her embrace and held on. "It wasn't your fault"
Carly just sat there in her mothers arms not really feeling the embrace just barely aware she was being held. "He's gone Momma, he's gone"
Well that's chapter one...I hope you liked it...let me know what you think of the chapter. :D