Chuck didn't get it. He loved Blair, he really did. Yet here he was, fucking some random girl. He couldn't even remember her name. He kissed her as ran his hands through her blond hair, while his thoughts drifted off to a certain brunette.
They had gotten into a fight, Chuck couldn't even remember why, but there was yelling, and then he pushed her. Fuck he had pushed her; he didn't know what had come over him. She fell and broke her arm, and it was his fault. He loved her but he didn't deserve her. She could do better than a fucked up Chuck Bass.
He heard her moan beneath him. He looked at her and her blonde hair; her pointy nose, blue eyes and high check bones. She was gorgeous but he just wasn't attracted to her. Then he pictured Blair, he put her face on the nameless girl. God he loved her. She was perfect. He picked up his pace, actually getting in to the fucking.
She kept calling for him to do it harder and faster, and he did. He gripped her hips tight, he thought they would bruise, but he didn't care, he couldn't let Blair go. He was so close now. He finally came yelling Blair's name. He looked down to stroke Blair's face, but it was the nameless blonde again.
"That was great." She said while trying to be seductive. She opened her mouth to speak again.
"Yeah, it was. I'll see you latter." Chuck said dismissively as he pulled out. He quickly got dressed and left. He didn't know where he was going he was just walking. It had become nighttime before he stopped, at a door. He was too scared though, he couldn't, so he turned and walked away.
"Aren't you going to come in?" His heart stopped at hearing her voice.
"Why would you want to see me?" he asked
"Just turn around, chuck?" so he did and he stared at the face he'd bee missing desperately. She walked towards him, and wiped off tears he hadn't realized he'd shed.
"Come inside"
"What if I hurt you again?"
"You wont"
"How do you know that?"
"Because you love me." And with that she kissed him. When she pulled back Chuck just stared into her eyes.
"Come inside?" She asked again. Chuck just nodded his head yes and followed her inside.