FULL SUMMARY: Set during New Moon. After Edward leaves, Bella is broken and decides to leave forks and start a new life. "Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave it broken, than try to hurt yourself putting it back together". Bella is on a journey that she thinks will make her happy again and stop the pain. When Edward finds out she Is gone what will happen? Will she get her fairytale ending?
RECAP!- This is a recap of what happened in new moon, if you don't want to read it then scroll down the page to where the story begins!
Ever since my 18th birthday Edward has been acting weird and it is starting to make me nervous. I know Edward thinks that what jasper did was bad but what do you aspect with a danger magnet in a house fall of vampire when she gets a paper cut. I think he is taking this too far and I don't like it because this will give him another reason for me to stay human. Today at school I was on my own, none of the Cullen's where in and this just made me even more nervous. I know I'm going to have to talk to him soon before this whole thing gets way out of control. I was on my way home when I saw Edward standing at the side of my house. The look on his face made my heart speed up, I could tell just but looking at him that I might be too late. I stepped out of my truck and walked towards him.
Hey
Come take a walk with me
We have to leave forks
Why?
Carlisle is suppose to be ten years older than he looks, and people are starting to noticed
Ok I...I got to think of something to say to Charlie...When you say we...?
I mean my family and myself
Edward what happened with jasper its nothing
Your right it was nothing, nothing but what I always aspected, and nothing compared to what could have happened... You just don't belong in my world Bella
I belong with you
No... you don't
I'm coming!
Bella... I don't want you to come
You don't want me
No!
That changes... things a lot
But if it's not too much to ask... Can you just promise me something?.. Don't do anything reckless... for Charlie's sake and ill promise something to you in return... This is the last time you will ever see me... I won't come back and you can go on with your life without any interference from me.. it will be like... I never existed I promise
If this is about my soul take it I don't want it without you
It's not about your soul... You're just not good for me
Not good enough for you
I'm just sorry I let this go on for so long
Please don't
Goodbye!
2 months, 25 days, 9 hours, and 46 minutes since my heart was broken. And my fairytale ended.
I can't even remember what I have been doing for nearly three months apart from crying. Every minute he is gone, feels like a day and no matter what I do it always hurts. It never stops hurting.
As I sat there wishing for the pain to go away or wondering if HE will ever return, I suddenly remembered something my mum said to me as a child, when she broke up with one of her ex's.
"Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it's better to leave them broken, than try to hurt yourself putting it back together."
Although my mum didn't give me much advice, when she did it would be very profound. I knew she was right and I knew that now more than ever I had to listen.
I can't just sit around waiting for my fairytale to have its happy ending because although vampires are classed as a fictional character. I knew better because vampires where real but then again so is my life and I have to start living it, otherwise I'm going to break like glass and there will be nothing or no-one that could fix it.
3 months ago I could never imagine my life without him; whenever I tried I would always come up with a blank. I just never thought it would ever happen to me.
I don't think I will ever have a happy life at least not the one I would have had with him, but would that matter as long as I had a life. Watching Charlie looking at me every day with sadness in his eyes isn't helping me but I know he is sad because he has to watch his daughter walk around like a zombie. It breaks my heart to see him like that and maybe he would be happier without me. I know he loves me very dearly but no parent wants to see their child so broken. And that's what I am...Broken.
I know he will miss me and I'll miss him but I need to leave.. No I have to leave because staying here every day, always being reminded of him and his family and what could have been isn't helping me at all.
But where do I go?
I need to go somewhere completely opposite to this place, somewhere sunny, loud, crowded, somewhere like a city. I walked over to my draw and took out a map. I have money saved up for college which I don't need now, how can I go college and see all those romantic couples also college was what he wanted me to do.
With a description in my head I looked at the map, I know I don't want to stay in America if I'm going to do this I need to get away... far away. There were so many choices to choose from but as I was looking at the map I remembered a problem... I can't speak any languages well not brilliantly anyway. So that means ill have to go somewhere that speaks English.
English...hmmm what about England. It's not very sunny in England but if I head for London then at least it's a crowded city which is nothing like forks from what I have seen. And lots of people go to London for jobs. If I wasn't going to college then I would need a job.
Bella stop over thinking it!
Ok, with my decision made I packed up my stuff and was grateful Charlie had gone to work today; I can't face telling him I am leaving. I didn't pack too much after all this was a new start. After I finished packing, I went over to the computer and booked a flight to England. I called a taxi to take me to the airport because I knew I couldn't take my truck and just leave it there for someone to steal, after all I might be coming back one day. I grabbed my passport and went downstairs and wrote a note for Charlie. Writing that note was one of the hardest things I have ever had to do but I know I have to do this. I didn't have to wait long for my taxi.
The ride to the airport was hard, looking back as the taxi pulled away from my house, I tried so hard not to start crying or feeling too guilty about leaving. I got to the airport and paid the driver. I went to the ticket desk and handed the woman my passport. After I got my ticket I didn't have to wait long for my flight to be called.
I sat on the plane feeling sad but excited at the same time. Before I knew it the plane started moving on the runway. A voice came over the speaker of the plane.
"We are now leaving Washington, next stop London, England."
I looked out the window and said a silent goodbye to my dad and my past life in forks. I'm glad I'm leaving, this is a chance at a new life and this will be a good thing... I think!
My first step out of the darkness!
So... what do you think she should do next?
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