I do not own anything Degrassi...i wish

This begins right before Eli returns to school after crashing Morty. Hope you enjoy! :)

It had been three months since Eli crashed his car. When he and Clare broke up he told his dad he wished it was him instead of Morty. Bullfrog and CeCe then decided to institutionalize Eli. He hasn't been able to be in contact with anyone, but his parents since then.

Eli sat quietly in the waiting room, tapping his foot and listening to music on his head phones. He had been sitting there or ten minutes, but in his head it felt more like an hour. He looked up as the secretary motioned for him to come into the office.

"Finally." He said to himself getting up out of the seat. As he entered the office he made at half smile "Dr. Brown." He said meeting his psychologist.

"Hello Eli." Dr. Brown answered with a warm smile as Eli sat in the seat in front of her. "Are you doing well today?" she then asked.

"No." Eli answered in a quiet voice while looking down at the floor.

"Oh? And why would that be?" Dr. Brown asked then waited for a response. When she didn't get one she spoke again "Would this be because school starts tomorrow?"

Eli looked up and bit down on his lip. He looked at Dr. Brown for a second before he shook his head.

"Then what is it? Is it because you are going to see Clare?" Dr. Brown questioned as she scribbled down something in her notebook.

"What the fuck are you writing?" Eli questioned annoyed.

"Eli." Dr. Brown said referring to his language.

"Please. Just don't mention her name today." Eli then stated.

"Eli school starts tomorrow. It was only three months ago when you tried to kill yourself because of her." Dr. Brown stated watching as Eli's temper was about to flair.

"I DIDN'T try to kill myself!" Eli yelled.

"Eli…" Dr. Brown tried to make a statement but Eli got out of his seat to cut her off.

"I'm tired of you saying that! I didn't try to kill myself!" Eli said standing over his psychologist. When he noticed that doing this itself would make him look crazier than everyone already thought he was, so he sat back down. Soon as he sat down he nervously ran his fingers through his hair and began tapping his foot.

"I'm sorry Eli." Dr. Brown then stated calmly "You tried to 'kill' your car?" she then questioned hearing this story before.

"Yes. His name was Morty." Eli answered folding his arms his face showed that he wanted to cry.

"Why would you try to kill Morty while you were inside?" Dr. Brown then asked.

"She said she didn't want…" Eli paused as Dr. Brown listened for the same story they had went through all summer.

Dr. Brown seen patients all the time, and these types of emotions and personalities never bothered her. Something about Eli challenged her, and made her feel for him. Eli had been a mess all summer not wanting to face the fact that subconsciously he could have killed himself, and wanted to.

"Eli. We can stop here if you want." Dr. Brown smiled and said.

"I'll be fine." Eli said.

This was his last day in the hospital. In just a matter of hours he would be leaving to go home. Eli kind of wanted to stay so he wouldn't have to face what was to come, but Eli did miss hanging with Adam and having some sort of freedom.

Two hours had passed, Eli waited with his bags looking out of the window. Eli smiled a little bit when he saw Bullfrog walk up to the door.

"Hey kid." Bullfrog said when he saw Eli sitting there. "You ready to go home?"

The whole ride home Bullfrog and Eli were silent. When they got home Eli got out of the car and seen CeCe standing on the front porch smiling.

"Welcome home baby boy." CeCe said opening the car door and grabbing Eli almost out of the car hugging him.

Eli didn't say anything he just wanted to his room and sit there for a while. After gathering his things Eli made his way upstairs to his room.

Bullfrog looked at CeCe with a worried look.

"It will be fine." CeCe said to Bullfrog as they walked into the house. No later than three seconds later they heard the thunder of Eli's footsteps running down the stairs.

"What did you do?" Eli asked looking at CeCe.

"I cleaned your room." CeCe answered feeling a bit nervous.

"Where is everything?" Eli said shaking a little bit.

"Eli just calm down. Dr. Brown said it would be for your own good." Bullfrog stepped in and said.

"Don't tell me to calm down!" Eli said looking at Bullfrog.

"You have to make steps to get over this. Hoarding will not help you get over Clare." CeCe then stated knowing his reaction.

"Eli trust us we just want what's best for you." Bullfrog then said.

"I don't know who to trust anymore."