A/N: My very first -real- Gravitation fanfiction! A sad S/Y fanfiction with...uh...lets see. How do I get rid of Yuki? Erm...Tohma or Ayaka...Tohma or Ayaka...my little sister says Tohma. So Tohma it is!
DISCLAIMER: The song is "Without You" by the Dixie Chicks! Spleeful!
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I've sure enjoyed the rain, but I'm looking forward to the sun. You have to feel the pain when you lose the love you gave someone.
Tohma was the only one who ever got those smiles from Yuki. Tohma was one of the few that got Yuki's approval. And I, left out on the sidelines. Some people think I have everything - fame, looks, talent. But the one thing I want has eluded me. I want Eiri Yuki.
I thought by now the time would take away these lonely tears. I hope you're doing fine all alone, but where do I go from here?
Yuki ripped my heart in half, and I suppose I'll never be able to love anyone else...
Without you I'm not okay, without you I've lost my way. My heart's stuck in second place, oooh...without you...
It began innocently enough. Yuki was outside, staring at the night sky, cigarette hanging out from between slightly parted lips. He was so solemn, like he usually was, but with a coldness I'd never seen from him. The hurt was visible in his brown eyes, uncomparable to any sorrow I had seen there before - which was very little.
Well, I never thought I'd be lying here without you by my side. It seems unreal to me that the life you promised was a lie!
He had to leave, that was his excuse. He had to get away from...me. I asked how long, and he said then that he wouldn't be coming back.
You made it look so easy, making love into memories...I guess you got what you wanted, but what about me?
I understood then. He didn't want me. I was just a nuisance, an annoying child in his way.
He'd never understand...
Without you I'm not okay, without you I've lost my way. My heart's stuck in second place, oooh...without you...
And then Tohma. Yuki began with him, and that was even more painful. To see the affection, the obvious love these two shared. Every kiss ripped away another piece of my heart. Every touch made me want to scream my pain to the world...
Somebody tell my head to try to tell my heart that I'm better off without you...cause baby, I can't live...
Life is truly painful without Yuki. It's as if he doesn't remember that he was mine.
I will myself to hold on. For Bad Luck, for the fans, for me.
I don't know how much longer I can last. I'm searching for one last thread to hang on to, but Tohma took that one last thread.
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A/N: Not my best work, I'l admit. But I thought it was cute...