I don't own CCS.
AN: This is written in response to reviews on Tomoyo/Sakura angst. Just something to think about when you say a character like Tomoyo isn't acting normal.
Tomoyo burned through allot of pen pals.
Yes, she could write pretty fluently in English, Chinese, and German, but even in three languages, across multiple continents she could not find someone she connected to on a spiritual level.
Perhaps someday you will give up your love.
That single line infuriated her to no end. No matter how it was written, or what language it was in. They all said the same thing.
It literally contained everything that she was offended by in modern society, the concept that love was something that was grown past, and beaten down when it was inconvenient. Even worse it implied that she had given her love incorrectly, that she had acted irrationally and foolishly in falling in love. Worse still, it pointed to the implication that Sakura did not deserve her love. And that was just plain wrong.
Perhaps, you should have a little more hope.
Perhaps you should have a large spiked object shoved where the sun don't shine.
She had lots of hope. Sakura would be happy, and have lots of babies, something she could never give. Sayoran would be a kind and happy father. Just because she didn't see herself riding off with Sakura into the sunset, she still had hope in abundance. Just because she was realistic, didn't mean she had no hopes.
People always have hopes... even when they know it's impossible.
In fact, it's more sad to see people hoping for things they know are impossible. Sitting on a street corner, muttering, wishing and hoping for things that are just plain impossible. That's not hopefulness. That's just self-delusion and insanity. Just because she believed in fairies, didn't mean she spent her time hoping for one to show up.
It really didn't matter what language it was in, most of her correspondences devolved into one or the other within 4 replies. A random string of 'Give up on her', 'Start a threesome', 'That's so sad', or 'Get rid of him for good', as if the concept was some new and fashionable idea.
She simply loved Sakura. Sakura loved Sayoran. Sayoran loved Sakura.
Really, at this point, there was no other answer.