hello guys. this is my first fan-fiction so be nice. all rights of harry potter and all the other characters belong to J. . I own nothing! I will try to keep updating. even though English is my first languish my spelling is awfully so please ignore it or point it out, whatever blows your frock up. enjoy and please review.
chapter 1
sitting in his room in Gryffindor common room staring at the wall, he new this room so well yet it seemed so different after the battle, harry felt a tear trickle softly down his face. the singly drop of water cutting a grove in the dirt and blood that covered his face. it was followed by another, then another until he was overcome with the unbearable emotion. like a waterfall the cascade of tears fell freely down his cheeks, past his chin and on to his lap. wiping his face with the back of his ripped sleeve he slid slowly sideways and fell into a deep slumber, sleeping soundly for the first time in nineteen years.
'harry, harry mate' harry woke up to come face to face with a tangled mess of ginger hair staring at him, 'bloody hell mate you look terrible' Ron exclaimed, shoving a sandwich and a glass of pumpkin juice in to his hands.
'you don't look to good yourself' harry said sitting up, putting down the food and shoving on the glasses that were lying, disregarded from the night before. 'how long have i been asleep?' he asked.
Ron's gaze shifted 'long enough for mum to get worried' he said in a matter of fact tone, 'i am gunna go tell you're awake she's having kittens.'
when Ron finally left, harry buried his face in his pillow and listened to the door slam. he tryed to block out the distant sounds of movement many floors below, 'can i join you?' Ginny's sweet voice rung in his ears.
'Ginny,' he said 'i didn't hear you come in.' he looked up into her shining, hazel eyes.
'i guessed' she said, he was glad to see her smiling. she sat down on the side of the bed. 'Ginny, I...'
'i knew you were there, before you went into the forest i mean, i could feel it,' silent tears trickled down her face, 'why didn't you say anything? i could have helped you, i could have stopped you.'
harry looked up, he had been focusing on a spot of floor. 'I'm sorry i thought if i said something you would try to stop me then I wouldn't be able to go,' he looked away 'I had to go, I had no choice, he would have killed everyone. he would have killed you, I wouldn't be able to live with myself if anything happened to you.'
she pulled him into an embrace and held him in her arms, slowly he wrapped his arms around her and felt his heavy heart lift. 'tell me,' she said, 'tell me what happened.'
with his head on her chest he slowly started to tell her everything. the mission, the horcruxes, the deathly hallows and finally how he felt about her. she listened to him. it was easier to talk to her more than anyone else, she did not interrupt so the flow of words that tumbled out of his mouth became steadier and easier to speak.
when he had finished he looked up into her eyes. 'you're not angry with me are you?' he asked
'no,' she said 'I'm just glad to see you.' she kissed him, slowly and carefully removing his ripped, muddy t-shirt and rubbing her hand down his chest.
'Ginny, stop.' he said causing her to stand up 'I'm sorry, I do love you, it is just to soon. what would your brothers say, what would Fred say?'
Ginny stared at him. 'it is not there choice, and Fred, he would be happy that there would be a little more love in the world.' she looked away, the anger apparent in her voice. 'i should tell you, Andromeda needs to talk to you, about teddy.'
'teddy?'
'yes, teddy, your godson. harry, surly you remembered your godson.' Ginny rolled her eyes, an exasperated look on her face.
harry looked at her, 'Ginny, of coarse i do, I'm sorry okay, i do love you i just need time.'
she looked ashamed 'i know, I'm sorry to,' she said, pecking him on the cheek, her beautiful smile reappearing on her face. 'come down with me, everyone wants to see you.'
hope everyone liked the first chapter. comment for more!