Her life was doing a total 180 she thought as she picked up her cup of coffee she felt like everything around her was going downhill, she no longer had control of the situation and that made her fell vulnerable.

Stefan was starting to lose his cool, Damon was actually becoming more tolerable considering the fact that she almost burnt him alive, Caroline one of her closets' friends was now a vampire, Katherine was back and being a total bitch might I add, Elena is confused as usual, and Tyler is a werewolf, how things could get any worse she had no idea.

This is my first Bamon fic but I love this pairing so much and I hope that in the series that they can soon come together in the end let's pray on it.

I do not own the Vampire Diaries in any way shape of form. Enjoy!

A forbidden love

Bonnie rubbed her brows in frustration, she was sitting at a table at the far end of the Mystic grill restaurant the lights were dim music played in the background causing her a slight bit of a headache, she tried her best to ignore the pain. Her life was doing a total 180 she thought as she picked up her cup of coffee she felt like everything around her was going downhill, she no longer had control of the situation and that made her fell vulnerable.

Stefan was starting to lose his cool, Damon was actually becoming more tolerable considering the fact that she almost burnt him alive, Caroline one of her closets' friends was now a vampire, Katherine was back and being a total bitch might I add, Elena is confused as usual, and Tyler is a werewolf, how things could get any worse she had no idea. She took another sip of her coffee and looked over toward the bar were Tyler was, wiping down the counters as usual he wore a black shirt with jeans and black cleaning apron, he was a very temperamental guy but who can blame him?

If I turned into a werewolf every full moon and had a thing for sniffing up trees and fire hydrants I would be pretty moody too. Bonnie continued to stare at Tyler from across the room and Tyler noticed it right away it felt like two pins poking him in the back. He turned around and met the gaze of Bonnie who quickly averted her eyes playing off as if she wasn't caught red handed.

Tyler placed his wipe cloth down on the table and walking over to Bonnie who causally played with the salt and pepper shakers that were on the table. "Hey Bonnie how are you?" Tyler said a smile forming on his face. If there was one person who never pushed him off the deep end into a complete and total rage it was her, they don't talk much of course but he knew Bonnie was a real down to earth girl and he liked that about her.

"Hey Tyler I'm fine how's everything going with you?" Tyler took a seat across from Bonnie at the table. "Well, you know same ol' same ol' I was getting ready to head out my shift is about over and I have to do some shopping." Tyler said. "Oh…well who are you buying gifts for?"

"My mom, it's her birthday tomorrow and I need to get her a gift, I'm only doing it because if I don't I'm gonna catch hell about it later, I'm not into the whole celebration scene ya know?"

Bonnie was surprised that he was acting like his normal self, like nothing happened which of course just has to be the front he's putting on. Bonnie smiled widely, she was happy that Tyler didn't let his true emotions show which means he must have some control over it instead of letting it eat him up inside. "Ahh- that's the Bonnie I know that smile is to die for gets me every time Ha-ha-ha! So what are you doing afterwards? Gonna go hang out with Caroline, and do…what ever it is that girls do on a Friday evening?"

Bonnie twitched at the name of Caroline, ever since Caroline has been turned into a Vampire she's been avoiding her, Stephan was doing all he can to help her cope with her new undead life, but Bonnie had been an emotional wreck ever since that night at the carnival and that was a week and a half ago. Bonnie looked up to see Tyler waiting patiently for her to reply. "I have no plans tonight so I think I'm just gonna head home." "Well, I'm off in five minutes would you like to accompany me to the mall?"

Bonnie felt a little hesitant, Tyler after all was a werewolf but he doesn't know that she knows that, he hasn't murder anyone Bonnie thought to herself, after all she wanted to get to learn more about the history of the Lockwood's and what better way to do that then to hang out with one. "Y-Yeah I'll go with you should be fun, I need an outfit for the game next tomorrow anyways." Tyler smiled as he got up from his seat. "Great! I'll meet you outback let me just go and get my jacket." Bonnie nodded her head as he made his way to the back.

Damon was annoyed; actually he was more than annoyed his was irritated as hell!

It's been almost two weeks since that incident at the carnival and he hasn't seen one sign of Katherine, what was see plotting? He thought to himself as he lay on the couch twirling a pen with his fingers. Stefan was out again doing another so called training session with Caroline trying to show her the ropes of how to suck the blood out of some poor helpless little bunny.

This wouldn't be problem if they would've just let him kill her the first time, now he was sure that because she was 'undead' and a vampire that things could only get worse a lot worse more people are going to die as a result of this he already knew. He replayed that night's events at the Carnival, Caroline feeding off of some poor un-expecting boy, him trying to kill her and Bonnie nearly burning him to death.

"Dammit!" Damon yelled as he came up to a seated position on the couch. "That little witch was actual trying to kill me, me Damon fucking Salvatore!" He was upset after all this time trying to come to terms with the witch and he's back to square one, there is no way that he could ever make this right, she was more stubborn than Elena and a lot more feistier which is what he liked about her though no one ever challenged him like she did, and not only that she was immune to his manly charm which he found interesting to say the least. At that moment there was a knock at the door, Damon got up to answer it only to be met with two brown eyes staring back at him. "Hello Damon, is Stefan and Caroline here?" Elena said as she walked past Damon inviting herself in.

Damon was also curious about Elena, she says that she hates him but if she really hated him she wouldn't be talking to him right now. Even after he killed her brother, and turned Caroline into a vampire, even after he tried to kill her best friends including Bonnie she still acted the same around him, what was wrong with this girl? Maybe deep down she's a sadistic bitch just like Katherine.

Damon walked to the table picking up his glass of scotch. "They're not here they're out hunting for Bambi." Damon said then took a small sip of his drink.

"Can you tell them I stopped by then? I would like to see Caroline and she how's she doing, but I have to start setting up for the game tomorrow night, there's going to be a dance afterwards too." Damon gave Elena a sly look as he took a couple of steps closer to where she was standing. "So, you're not worried about Stefan and Caroline being alone together? I mean a lot of things happen when two people of opposite sex are together, even if they are not let's say your boyfriend." Elena rolled her eyes a look of disgust forming on her face. "Look Damon there is nothing between me and you ok, why can't you accept that? You're only making it more difficult for yourself." Damon stepped closer to Elena this time his eyes were directly in front of hers. "You might not admit it now but you will, you're attracted to me, why else would you let everything that I did since I've been here slide? I killed your brother, tried to kill Bonnie and then I tried to kill Caroline multiple times may I add, and yet you still prance around here like none of those things ever happened, or…could it be that your feelings for me outweigh the feelings you have for your friends and family?"

Elena stood there speechless, he could see the tears welling up in her eyes and he knew what was coming next. "How could you say that? Bonnie, Caroline, my brother they mean the world to me! I've only forgiven you because I know that Stefan has faith in you and I know I should too…we're friends Damon that's what friends do."

"Well if that's what friends do then I guess you can count Bonnie and Caroline out right? I mean after all if you weren't so infatuated with me and my brother they probably wouldn't be in this mess." Elena slapped Damon in the face. If Damon wasn't a Vampire he knew that that would have definitely hurt. "How dare you! I hate you!" Elena yelled as she ran out to the door and out of the house. Story of Damon's life someone hates him go figure. A few hours later Stefan and Caroline came back from their hunting session. Caroline was covered in dirt and blood and Stephan had that look that a teacher gives when their student gets an F on their exam.

"So…" Damon began. "Did the Easter bunny live to see another day or will Easter be cancelled this coming year?" Stefan gave Damon the please don't start look. Caroline was the first to speak. "I'm sorry Stefan I don't mean to put you through all of this trouble; I know you have enough on your plate."

"It's alright really you have to learn how to control your powers and your hunger it's a need so don't worry it doesn't bother me one bit, it's actually nice having another vampire that isn't totally mentally psychotic." Stephan said motioning to Damon.

"Oww Stefan you're breaking my heart." Damon said sarcastically as he took another sip of his drink. "Oh and by the way Bella stopped by she wanted to see you and Caroline."

"Bella? Are you talking about Elena?" Damon clapped his hands together. "Yes Edward Cullen could it get anymore metaphoric than that?" Stefan made his way over to where the kitchen was, Caroline sat down in the chair to the left of Damon as she wiped off the dirt and animal blood from her face. "I'll call her later, but right now there is someone else with whom we have to meet."

Damon's eyes narrowed as he tried to figure out who exactly his brother was talking about. "Really now?" Damon replied. "Who might this someone be?" "Bonnie." Stefan called from the kitchen were he was pouring himself a glass of water. A small look of regret took hold of Damon face as he rose up from his seat and made his way to the kitchen where his brother was standing. "And why do we need to talk to her what use could she possibly be to us?"

"Cmon Damon don't be like that Bonnie is going through a hard time also." Stefan looked toward the living room where Caroline was still sitting applying makeup to her face. Then he continued in a whisper low enough hoping that she wouldn't hear. "Her best friend has turned into a vampire, and you know how Bonnie feels about vampires, she's probably going though a lot knowing now that Caroline has turned into the thing that she despises the most." Damon rubbed his chin. "I know let's burn her at the stake."

Stefan shook his head at his brother's sadistic thoughts. "Look she's the only witch that we know, Caroline cannot continue living like this, coming out of the house only at night her mother is starting to get suspicious and pretty soon she's gonna figure it out we need to either find a lapis ring for Caroline or convince Bonnie to learn the spell needed to create a new one, either choice doesn't seem that promising though."

"Why must you continue to talk like she is Emily? Hell she's not even Sabrina the teenage witch, she isn't powerful enough yet setting little forest fires with her mind that's all she's capable of and now that Shelia is dead who's going to teach her the way of the witch hmm?" Stephan leaned against the counter crossing his arms. Damon was right even though he hates admitting that he's right, if Bonnie has to learn how to be a witch all on her own it could take her years to master anything so advance as placing a spell on a lapis. "We should still discuss it with her she might know something."

"She hates us Stefan! We turned her friend into a vampire and killed her grandmother and you're dating her best friend, why would she ever cooperate with us? You do remember what happened last time don't you? I was nearly roasted thanks to her!" Stefan rubbed his brows in frustration. "Number one here is where you're wrong I didn't turn Caroline into a vampire "you" did, two she saved you and me from that fire we both could've died that night if she didn't help us." Damon threw his hand up in the air he was becoming agitated. "What so we should give her the noble peace prize for being a complete and total-" Damon was cut off by Caroline who was now standing in front of them. "What is it blondie didn't I tell you not to run up on us you have no manners whatsoever do you?" Caroline hopped up on the counter taking a seated position facing Stefan.

"Look Damon I don't like you and you don't like me, so why don't you just ignore me like I so desperately try and ignore you." Stefan turned and made his way out of the kitchen, there is one thing that he didn't like and that was to be in the middle of Damon and Caroline's quarrels. As Stefan made his way to the front door he was stopped by Damon. "Where do you think you're going?" Damon said standing between his brother and the door. "I'm going to go find Bonnie we need her help." Damon frowned, he knew that Bonnie was one of the people whom he vowed to protect but he didn't think it would be a good idea to go and ask her for her assistance on helping their fellow vampire. When Damon was about to open his mouth in protest he was interrupted by his brother. "I know what you're going to say Damon, but Caroline is Bonnie's best friend, she's not just gonna abandon her even if she is being a bit distant right now I know she still cares about her."

"Oh little brother I think you give Miss Bon Bon too much credit, however if you go I go because I'm not going to be stuck in this house alone baby sitting Barbie, no way in hell."

Stefan tried to push Damon aside but Damon continued to hold his ground.

"How about I go see the witch and you stay here with Caroline." Damon said as he put on his most innocent face. "No way Bonnie might try and roast you again and who knows maybe this time she'll succeed, she hates you with a passion Damon she won't listen to you."

"And she'll listen to you?" Damon said. "Yes actually more so than she would you anyway, so step aside and let me pass." Damon looked down then looked back up at his brother, he knew he wasn't going to win this one, but he had a solution. "Fine" Damon replied as he stepped aside. Stefan was raised his eyebrow in suspicion, his brother never backs down that easily. "Alright then" He said. "I'll be back in a little while and try not to kill each other ok."

"Of course not I'll take care of her like she was my own." Damon said with a quick smile. Stefan opened the door and walked out leaving Damon and Caroline alone. Caroline was standing near the doorway to the kitchen, Damon turned around to face her. "Alright kiddo go get your jacket we're going on a fieldtrip." A look of confusion came over Caroline. "Why? And to where?" She said. "You miss Bonnie don't you?" Caroline lowered her head, she did miss her friend, but she knew that because of what she was now things would never be the same, and a wave of sadness came over her. "I'll take that as a yes, so if you wanna see her go get your jacket and let's go now." Caroline nodded her head. "I think I know where she would probably be right now, I might be wrong, but… there's a game tomorrow night the championship game, and me, and Bonnie usually go shopping for new clothes for the Championship games so she might be at the mall right now it's still early in the evening." With that Caroline made her way upstairs to find a jacket.

Bonnie and Tyler were just walking into the mall as hard as it was to admit she liked being with Tyler werewolf or not he was a sweet guy deep down inside, well at least when she was alone with him, not to mention he was cute and she had been alone these last few weeks without Caroline or Elena around to comfort her, she was lonely and it was nice to have some company. They made their way over to Macy's, Tyler was walking side by side with her and she felt a bit awkward they've never been together like this before. "So…" Bonnie began. "What do you plan on getting your mother?" Tyler continued walking as he looked side to side then back at her. "I don't know… some house slippers maybe perfume."

Bonnie nodded her head in agreement. "If I was your mom I would like that, I mean I'm not your mom or anything I'm just saying that that's usually what mom's like…I mean I'm not a mom, but I know what women like cause I am one of course and perfume and slippers are a nice choice." Tyler looked at her and laughed. "Trust me Bonnie I wouldn't mind one bit if you were my mother." Bonnie blushed at his comment as they continued to make there way to Macy's.

"You know if perfume and sleepwear is what you're aiming for we should go to Victoria Secrets instead, they have the best perfume and they also have robes and slippers too."

"I'll take your word for it anytime Bonnie let's head over that way then." As they began to walk Bonnie was thinking of ways that she could possibly get Tyler to open up to her about his secret, she wanted to help him at any means necessary. Damon and Caroline were in the mall now, Damon had a look of fury on his face he knew that Bonnie was here somewhere, but he also smelled the stench of that mutt inside of the mall as well. "Bonnie is definitely here so let's find her and get out of here." Damon said as he motioned for Caroline to follow him. "I want to look for a new dress I want to look nice for the game." Damon ignored her, all he was focused on was finding Bonnie and somehow leading her out of the mall, he didn't want to run into that werewolf here things could get ugly. "Damon are you listening?" Caroline was becoming annoyed that he was ignoring her, she had to skip just to keep up with his fast pace. "I think she's this way." Damon said aloud. "Don't fall behind blondie or I'm going to leave you behind."

Caroline was speed walking now she really did want to she Bonnie even if she didn't want to see her, so she made sure to do what Damon said if only for this one time.

As Damon hit the corner he saw two figures exit a store one was wearing an all black outfit and the other was wearing a green halter top and blue jeans.

Damon stopped in his tracks Caroline was following close behind him and slammed into his back. "Damon oww what are you-" Damon grabbed her by the wrist and pulled her back around the corner. He poked his head out from around the corner, he could feel his blood beginning to boil and his eyes began to change showing his vampire features, he balled his fists up he felt like he could kill anyone right about now and feel no remorse about doing it. Caroline looked over Damon's shoulder in the direction in which he was looking.

"Huh? Why is Bonnie with Tyler? Are they on a date maybe?" With that Damon could feel himself about to snap any moment, people were beginning to stare so he had to try and calm himself down to avoid attracting anymore unwanted attention. He couldn't believe that Bonnie would hang out with his enemy. He could feel his chest tighten at the thought of them on a date. He had to get Bonnie away from Tyler… but how?

As Damon was contemplating on how to go about snatching Bonnie away from Tyler he noticed that Caroline was no longer near him, and when he looked up he saw that she was already making her way up to Bonnie and Tyler. What the hell Caroline? Damon thought to himself, man he knew he should've just locked her in the basement and came alone.

"Hey Bonnie." Caroline said as she made her way over to the couple. "Caroline?" Bonnie replied at shock that her best friend showed up all of a sudden. "What are you doing here?" Caroline made sure to keep a safe distance from her friend. She didn't want to make her feel to uncomfortable or afraid. "I came here with Damon… we were looking for you actually." Bonnie tilted her head confused. "Damon?"

"You called?" Damon said as he stepped from behind the wall and made his way over to the group. "Well-well what a pleasant surprise to see you here little miss riding hood, Oh and look you've brought the big bad wolf with you too on your way to…" Damon stopped short as Bonnie crossed her arms daring him to finish the sentence. Damon took the hint. "Uh never mind, Bonnie why are you here and why are you with him?"

"That Damon is none of your business! Why are you here and why is Caroline with you?" Damon mimicked Bonnie by crossing his arms as well. "That is none of 'your' business." Tyler and Caroline watched the two go at it and if they didn't know better they would say that there is something between them. "Damon I don't have time for this." Bonnie said as she pulled his arm so that their backs were to Caroline and Tyler. "If you don't leave now you'll regret it and this time there is no Elena around to stop me."

Damon looked at her he didn't want her to think that he was threatened by her comment so he smiled instead. "Look hunny bunny I'm not here to give you a hard time Stefan wants to meet with you and it's regarding Caroline." Bonnie released Damon's arm looking into his eyes as he continued. "Nuh uh uh don't do that in here Bon Bon…there's way too many people in here for you to just go ahead and showcase your talent." Bonnie looked away, he was right there was no reason to cause a scene…yet. "Alright what is it what's wrong with her?" Damon placed his hand around her waist motioning her forward; he didn't want Caroline or Tyler to hear what he had to say next.

"Caroline as you know can't walk out in the daylight because she lacks one thing, a lapis ring we need your help her mom is starting to get suspicious and if we don't do something now she might figure out that her daughter Caroline is now a vampire. Bonnie looked away hearing him say the word Caroline and vampire in the same sentence made her sick, she just wanted things to go back to normal like that use to be before the Salvatore brother's showed up and destroyed everything.

Damon saw that she was hesitant for a moment. "She's your friend Bonnie…you're not going to just give up on her are you? Vampire or not she's still Caroline, she still drives me nuts and she still applies way too much makeup and she needs you now…so can you help? If only to just get her out of our house cause I swear I'm this close to making a leather jacket out of her." Bonnie stood there silent for awhile still uncertain of how to answer, she knew that in a way it was her fault that she was like this, but it hurt to admit it, she loved her friend and after everything they been through could she really just abandon her all because she became the very thing she hates the most? "Ok…I'll talk to Stefan, but that isn't a yes to your answer I just want to hear what he thinks about all of this."

"That's good enough for me lets go then." Damon waved his arm giving them a signal to follow him. "No not tonight, I here with Tyler right now so it will have to wait until tomorrow." Damon's eye twitched at the mention on Tyler. He knew what Tyler was but Tyler didn't know what they were, even so he still hated the guy there was no way he was going to leave Bonnie alone with him now, do he decided to make a lie to convince her to leave with him. "So I guess you don't want to see your father again because right now as we speak he is at our house tied up, just a little incentive in case you refused to help us." Bonnie felt that Damon was only bluffing, there was no way they would stoop that low, or would they?

Bonnie took her phone out of her purse and began to dial her father as Damon stood there in front of her a look of victory plastered on his face. Bonnie's face filled with horror when her father didn't answer. She then tried his cell phone but still no luck she hung up the phone and then looked at Damon with evil content.

"Damon…I swear if you have hurt my dad in anyway-" "He's fine…and he'll continue to be fine as long as you come with me…now." Bonnie tried to control her anger, but she didn't want to try anything that would result in more people getting hurt. She turned around and made her way over to Tyler who was still standing next to Caroline. "Tyler I am so sorry but I have to go now can we maybe hang out tomorrow? I would like it if you could accompany me to the game."

Tyler looked over toward Damon who still had a smile across his face then back to Bonnie who was eagerly waiting for a reply. "Sure Bon I would like that." Taking a step closer he leant down giving her a small peck on the cheek. Damon's eyes grew wide as he swiftly dashed over toward Tyler screaming bloody murder in his head. That's it he thought I going to rip fucking his head off! He then was quickly stopped back by Caroline who grabbed him by the waist trying to prevent him from attacking. Tyler looked over toward Damon who had a murderous look in his eyes, smiling Tyler looked back at Bonnie who was in shock and blushing.

"Thanks for coming with me Bonnie I really enjoyed your company, can't wait until tomorrow... goodnight." He then walked past her making his way to the exit, as he passed Damon who was still being held back by Caroline. If it wasn't for her feeding on so much blood in the pass couple of days, she probably wouldn't have had the strength to hold him. Tyler gave a small grin he couldn't help himself, he had no idea that Damon would almost go nuclear on him giving Bonnie a small kiss, but that gave him an idea. Little did they know that he knew exactly what Damon and Stefan Salvatore really was, and he wanted to make them pay for everything that they've done.

So there we go the first chapter out of many please review many thank thank thank you's!