"I'm sorry Bella, I don't love you anymore, I've moved on." Edward said softly. My body started to go numb except the aching pain bursting in my heart. My eyes prickled with tears. I always knew I could never truly have someone like him. He's more than beautiful, and I'm plain, even for a human; and compared to a vampire it's even worse. Being stubborn I reached for him but he shied away from me….disgusted. I took a sharp intake of breath as I dropped my hand. My anger started boiling; I will not hurt over him!
"Tell the others, I hate them as much as I hate you!" my eyes locked angrily with his. I clenched my fist grinding my teeth I could feel my warm blood streaming around my body. I couldn't hold it in any more. All their promises were lies! Carlisle and Esme's promise
Flash back
"Bella we think of you as our daughter, we love you." Esme said squeezing my
hand adoringly.
"yes, Bella if you have any problem don't stall just come to us. Were your second parents all right?" Carlisle said smiling. They both stood up and hugged me tightly. These are my role models. I felt tears coming to my eyes as I hugged them tighter.
End Flash back
"Tell Carlisle and Esme thanks, for pretending to be loving, caring, and compassionate. I do not need fake love from them or any one of you!" I sneered. I started to remember Emmett and Jasper's promise to be my big brothers to protect me from physical and emotional pain.
Flash Back
"Wow Bella, your pretty good at Halo!" Emmett said while giving me a hi5, I laughed and slapped my hand against his forgetting he's a vampire my hand stung really bad. I yelped and started shaking my hand in the air trying to cool it off. It was weird because neither Emmett nor Jasper was laughing. I looked at them through the few tears that came into my eyes. Emmett grabbed my hand and held it in his while Jasper sent me waves of calm and happiness.
"I am soooo sorry Bellarina! Please forgive me!" Emmett pleaded with his puppy eyes. I looked at him so confused. Jasper feeling my confusion told me what was up with them.
"Bella your our little sister, and its our du-" Jasper cut himself off and stole a sideways glance at Emmett and changed his word "Job to protect you from physical pain and emotion." Jasper smiled at me.
"Awwwww, that's so sweet guys!" I said while holding out my arms for big brother hugs.
End Flash Back
"Tell Emmett and Jasper thanks for pretending to be my brothers, making me fell wanted and loved they only protected me from others, but not themselves." I said while shaking my head. Every second was another stab to my almost dead heart, but I was madder than anything.
"Tell Rosalie thanks for actually being a bitch, showing and treating me the way all of you were actually feeling and thinking about me. I respect her now, she was bitch enough to not hide like the rest of you." She was like my warning telling me not to get close! To bad I didn't listen. To late it's in the past.
The next person that came into my mind made me even angrier, but also hurt.
Flash Back
"Bella that skirt looks extremely beautiful on you." Alice said from behind me as I was looking at myself in the full length mirror.
"Dang Ali you can make some one as ugly as me look like a beautiful vampire!" I said than started laughing at Alice's face. She went from shocked to mad to amused.
"What ever sis, you are as beautiful as us! Never doubt your beauty, ever!" she said seriously all her humor gone. I nodded my head and hugged her fiercely. She hugged me back before I ran out of the room to go on my date with Edward.
End Flash Back
"Tell Alice thanks for showing me what having a lying bitch of a sister is like. Now I am truly happy I am an only child." Alice's lying hurt the most; I thought she actually did think of me as a sister. Hah! Bull shit! A sly voice sneered in my head.
"and Edward, thank you for showing me fake love and real hate, now I know what I am going to have to look for in the future." I said softly all anger gone, all I wanted to do was go to school and forget and never remember.
I turned and walked away not caring to look back I flipped him the bird. I got out of the forest and walked into town. I walked and walked for what seemed like hours. I walked down streets and long alleys. Not caring anymore. I walked down dark roads. I leaned against a wall finally tired. I leaned back against the wall and in the corner of my eye I saw a movement. I turned my head slowly two girls were smoking pot against the same wall looking at me curiously. My eyes locked on the weed in their hands. My feet started leading me to them or the weed I wasn't sure at the moment.
"C-can I try?" I stammered. The short one with what I could tell had thin black hair with long bangs covering most of the left side of her face with little bangs covering her right eye. She seemed to have her nose pierced, her lip, and her right eyebrow. Her beautiful face was unsure.
"Why? You a badge?" she asked me, her voice was soft but had some sort of steel to it.
"No, but err my dad is chief?" I said unsure. Hoping they wouldn't care and let me try. I was right they could care less. The girl with the piercing name is Tira, but her sister calls her by Tie or Tee. The other one is taller and sickly skinnier than Tie, with black and purple long thin hair. Her hair was just like her sisters, shiny and thin. Her name is Zoey. She goes by Zoe and Zee.
I told them everything about the bloodsuckers and they showed real concern and anger at the right times. I found out there sisters and are going to be attending Forks high school, which sucks for them but better for us to stay together.
The next day they took me to get a new look to go with the new me. They permentaly straightened my hair, and dyed it pitch black. The salonist gave me bangs that go directly in my eyes, she also gave me layers. The bottom layer she dyed it blood red. I really do love my new hairstyle. Next Tee pierced my nose, lip, and right eyebrow. She also pierced the top of my right ear, she asked me if I wanted to pierce my belly button saying it'll make my hot looking stomach look even more hotter. She wasn't going to give up so I let her do it, I went with the crescent moon, it has a ruby stone on the top of the moon. I looked in the full length mirror taking in my new look. The drugs made me loose some weight showing my hip bones even more. Tee was right I do look hotter. I lost the hearts shape to my face. It was kind of there but not fully. My chocolate eyes look black as coal. I love my new look this is the new look to the new me.