"I've never done this before Elliot."

He looked at the slender blonde in his arms, trying to catch his breath after a long, intense kissing session. He had her pinned up against the wall of her bedroom. Her parents were away for the evening and they were alone at last. He and Kathy, the girl he'd had a crush on for weeks. They'd been stealing glances for a while and then he'd finally worked up the courage to talk to her. A few days later they'd shared their first kiss after gym class in the storage room and he'd been a love-sick puppy ever since.

They were seventeen so it was allowed. That was all he could think about. His hormones were like a raging fire and his jeans were already getting too tight. It was going to happen tonight. His first time. And hers. On Christmas Eve, 1983.

"Me neither baby," he told her softly. "Ya think we'll figure it out?"

Kathy giggled and he grinned at her. Her cheeks were flushed. She looked so sweet and innocent but when she kissed him again, he knew she wasn't a little girl anymore. She kissed with the passion of a real woman and he couldn't get enough of her.

They had snuck out of the campus Christmas party early and had already ditched their winter sweaters. His hands roamed her back and slipped underneath her top. She was wearing a tight green spaghetti top and he'd noticed immediately that she wasn't wearing a bra. She didn't need one. Her perky breasts were firm and bounced only a little when she walked. They were perfect and he was going to hold them in his hands tonight.

Her breath hitched when he slowly pulled her top up, but she didn't stop him. He looked down between them, eager to see her chest naked for the first time and Kathy bit her lip. Her arms were draped loosely around his waist, all her attention now focused on what he was doing.

"Hmmm," he hummed when the pale, fleshy mounds came into view. Her small, pink nipples were hard already.

Kathy raised her arms so he could take the top off of her completely and he did, never taking his eyes off her breasts.

"Touch me," Kathy whispered after he'd tossed the top away.

She didn't need to tell him twice. He lowered his head and kissed the tops of her breasts while cupping them with his hands.

"Please," Kathy panted, bracing herself against the wall.

She wanted him to touch her nipples. Slowly, he moved his thumbs until he was rubbing her nipples gently. Kathy moaned and she squirmed a little, and when he looked up at her face, he saw that her eyes were closed, her lips parted and she was running her hands through her hair. It was the sexiest thing he'd ever seen. She was offering him her body and he wanted it. He wanted her. His first girl. His first time. After tonight, he would no longer be a virgin.

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"I want you."

She was whispering softly but he heard her. They were on their sides on her bed on top of the covers, both down to a single piece of underwear now, completely unbothered by the cold outside. It was painful how hard he was. It really was totally different with a real girl as opposed to a magazine or a porn video. She was touching him, caressing his chest and back and kissing his neck. He'd flinched when she'd given him his first love bite but he was a quick study and was returning the favor now. The little love bites were making his body sensitive all over and it was a new feeling. Her breasts were pressed up against him and she moved one leg between his. When she pushed it up a little so it was rubbing up against his crotch, he growled. He wondered if she would mind. He was starting to understand the word animalistic a little better but he didn't want to overpower Kathy or hurt her. But he did want her, so badly. Kathy rubbed her thigh against him again and he growled again. She hummed contently and he pulled back a little to look into her eyes.

"You still sure about this baby?" he asked her and she smiled at him.

"I am. Very sure. I want you to be my first."

She moved her hand down to his boxers for emphasis and Elliot hissed when she rubbed him through his underwear with her hand.

"So hard," she whispered almost reverently. "For me?"

"All for you baby," Elliot confirmed, his voice shaking a little with arousal.

"Take it off then," she said. "Let me see it."

He wasn't shy about his body. Not at all. He worked out and he knew he had a good size compared to a lot of boys he'd seen in the showers after a ball game. But to show himself to Kathy was something else. He did it though, pushing his boxers down and kicking them away and off the bed quickly.

Kathy swallowed and he wondered if this would be the moment she'd pull away. Maybe she thought he was too big …

"Wow," he heard her say, and his manhood jumped up at the compliment.

"I want you too, Kath. I guess that's pretty obvious."

His little joke helped them both relax a little and then Kathy got rid of her panties too. They were now completely naked in her bed.

"I bought condoms," Elliot offered but Kathy shook her head.

"No need. It's our first time so we're clean," she told him.

He wanted to object but then Kathy pushed him on his back and straddled him, and he forgot how to speak. She was soft and warm against him and when she started rubbing him with her body, his eyes rolled back in their sockets. This was it. This was the real deal.

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It had been a little painful for Kathy at first and while they focused on getting things right technically without causing her too much pain, their arousal had subsided a little. That was actually a good thing, because Elliot had been ready to blow the moment she had slipped her body across his tip. She was still frowning a little but he was almost in all the way now and he wondered if she was uncomfortable.

"Kathy. You okay?" he asked her.

He was throbbing, more than ready to start moving but he needed her to be alright.

"Hmmm," Kathy hummed, her eyes closed, while wiggling her hips.

Even that small movement did things to his body and his hands flew up to her breasts automatically. Kathy arched into his touch, humming contently again and he focused on touching her and giving her pleasure. When she slowly lifted her body up and slid down his shaft again, they both groaned loudly together. He rubbed her nipples a little harder and Kathy repeated the motion, adjusting her knees until she found the right position to start riding him.

"Oh yes," Elliot croaked. "That feels so … good!"

"Yeah!" Kathy answered, looking down between them.

Elliot looked between them as well and it was amazing to see himself slide in and out of her. They were both so wet and the feeling was amazing. Her body was tight around him and yet it was easy to move. His hips started moving on their own accord and Kathy started moaning each time he thrust up. They were really doing this.

"Ah yes!" he groaned again, picking up the pace a little, and Kathy matched his pace effortlessly.

Her slender, well trained body was working on top of him and his hands roamed her breasts, her back, her ass and her long legs while she rode him.

He loved how she panted and her little cries of pleasure, that were becoming higher pitched gradually. He groaned beneath her, feeling an unstoppable urge to go even faster, but her weight on top of him was holding him down. And then he shot up, grabbed Kathy around the shoulders and flipped them over in one fluent movement. He felt like a porn star.

"Oh Elliot," Kathy sighed.

She opened her legs wide for him and it was all the permission he needed to enter her again. It was the best feeling to slide into her hot, wet body again. He felt at home inside her already, any traces of embarrassment evaporated. He pushed into her and he loved to be on top now. He went faster and faster and Kathy wrapped her legs around his waist, pulling him in even deeper. He was getting dizzy as if all the blood had left his brain and had gone south to be inside Kathy.

They were panting and moaning and the bed was creaking underneath them. Kathy was meeting his thrusts eagerly and when her moans became louder and louder, he knew she had to be close to an orgasm. He wanted to give that to her, but he wasn't going to last much longer himself. It was the most amazing feeling to be inside a real, hot, wet, tight, moving girl and he was gonna …

"Oh Kath!" he cried out.

"Yes!" she yelled back.

"Baby, I'm …"

"Me too! Don't stop! This is .. aaaaah!"

He felt it then. She was tightening around him. He could barely move for a moment but he pushed through, the need for his own release too strong for him to stop now.

Kathy was moaning loudly and he felt her body convulsing around him. He kept going until surges of pleasure started tearing through him like electrical currents, almost paralyzing him for a moment. Kathy was still moving slowly underneath him and he moved with her, only to find out that it was prolonging his orgasm. He was bracing himself on his arms, his hands planted next to Kathy's head, and when his body finally stopped reeling, he lowered himself to kiss her gently on the lips. They were both covered in sweat but she had never looked more beautiful to him than she did right now, here eyes drooping, her face flushed and her long blonde hair fanned out on the pillow.

"You're amazing," he mumbled against her lips and he felt her smile against his.

"So are you."

They kissed and rolled on their sides slowly, and he slipped out of her in the process. He had just had sex for the first time and it was with the sweetest girl in class. He would remember this night for the rest of his life.

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Uhm, yes he will … dun dun.

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So … do I leave this like this as a one-shot? Do I continue in the same timeline? Canon or AU? A happy Stabler couple or no? Do I add a certain brunette or do I make a time jump to 1999 (or later)? Ideas? I haven't decided yet and I'm in no hurry to continue this, so do consider it a one-shot until further notice. I have other stories to finish after all ...