It'd been months since he'd left, I refused to say his name because I knew what it would do to me, I haven't had a peaceful nights rest since he'd left either, and what was worse, I'd been ignoring Jacob even more than normal. And I knew I was hurting him, I just wasn't ready to forget Edward. But Jacob had made things better since Edward had left, maybe that's why I felt so guilty. Suddenly I heard a something hit my window I went over and opened it and Jacob climbed the wall and jumped through my window. "Jacob!" I wrapped my arms around his neck happy to see him again, "Jacob I'm sorry I've been ignoring you I was just about to call..." "Bella, just, just listen, I love you Bella, I always have, I know he hurt you, and I know you're still getting over it, Bella the last thing I want to do is rush you into anything...even though I've waited so long for you, I'll wait as long as you need me to, but just know I WILL wait for you...I just had to let you know my feelings for you" at first there was nothing I could think of to say but he continued "I will NEVER leave you Bella, whether you change your mind or not, I'll be here even if you try to push me away...just know that now, I won't ever hurt you" I swallowed my throat was dry and burned I didn't say anything. Jacob wrapped me in a hug and kissed the top of my head and started to head back to the window "Jacob wait!" finally the feelings I'd had for Jacob that I'd left buried for so long surfaced, I wrapped my arms around his neck and kissed him after a few seconds he pulled away "I was hoping this day would come, what took you so long Bella" I didn't say anything, just leaned in for another kiss.