This is my first time writing poem so please give me feedback on my mistake XD
How can I love you?
If it ruined you?
My love for you is
Always and forever.
I dreamt about you,
You were an angel,
Shine in the sunlight.
I was a demon,
Hide in the shadow.
We like day and night.
But still I love you,
Try to get close to you,
But when I was close enough,
That when I woke up,
From my pleasant dream,
Back to the real word,
The real reality world.
Then my heart broken,
For the millionth time,
'Cause you was not here.
My heart was for you.
I tried to pick up,
The little pieces
Of my shattered heart,
But it was useless
'Cause you were the only one,
Who can mend my broken heart,
But you were not here.
I saw you flirting,
But I decided to ignored it,
'Cause if I stop you
You will know the true.
And when you kiss them,
My eyes filled with fury,
My heart full of jealousy,
I tried to run away.
But when you do that,
You just to toying with them,
But they still accept,
To be tricked by you.
I was your best friend,
What more can I do?
Our lives were different,
From reality to dreams,
My life were darkness,
Your life were pure light,
Many fan of yours,
Tried to kill me,
'Cause you gave me more
Attention and caresses
Than they could ever ask for.
You made me feel love,
You made me believe,
You melted the ice,
That covered my heart.
You walked pass the door,
That led to my soul,
Even without the key,
You returned the life,
To my lifeless mind,
You were the light for,
My real and dream world,
What more can I ask?
It would be selfish
If I asked for love,
It would be useless
Because you loved me,
But not as lover,
Your love were friendly,
Why did I know that?
Because you said so,
You said you loved me,
But just as a friend,
On Valentine days,
I wrote love letters,
Just for you and you,
I wrote it without name,
You opened it and smile.
I loved your smile.
The smile that reversed,
For me and only me,
You real happy smile,
Not the façade one.
You read it out loud,
Your voice passed through.
I stood there and smiled.
My feeling for you,
Will never died down.
I will love you forever,
Even when I died,
I would bring this love,
To the heaven with me.
I will wait for you,
Even in heaven .
I will wait for you,
To realise my love.
If you could return it,
I would be happy then.
Eternal yours
N.K