Disclaimer: Shock horror, TVD is not owned by me. Julie Plec and Kevin Williamson has these rights. (Although I'm pretty sure Julie will prbabably kill me for this pairing, but I'm not taking it back).
A/N: WARNING: Darkfic! Rated M for bad language/hurt/angst This idea popped into my head after reading a macabre poem for uni. Had to jot it down before I forgot. Slightly AU obviously. Fave, review, whatever you like.
Over the Edge
He crushed my arm.
Bruises dispersed.
Shock! He was unrecognisable.
The vein near his temple raged like it was alive.
He shook me with that formidable smirk.
like he'd finally broken: like I'd pushed him over the edge.
Darkness engulfed me. I grew small. Numb.
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His breath stank of whiskey.
Knee shoved between my legs.
His voice brisk. Deep. Violent.
Temptation, mixed with fantasy.
"Elena, I'm going to fuck you."
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My short terrified breaths escaped me.
I whimpered. Heart racing.
My shirt ripped. He leered. I froze.
He was too strong. Too strong.
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He groaned against me.
Bit my lip. I felt sick.
"I'm going to fuck you Elena, because you are the closest thing to her."
He didn't make sense.
Delusional. Deranged. Sadistic.
"Let go!" I struggled. He beat me.
Blood poured out of my very heart - mingled with tears.
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"No, no please...!"
He unbuckled his jeans.
Panties gone. Forced to do his bidding.
Breasts thrust into his face.
"She fought, your Mother."
I lay in a heap; broken, bruised and bloody.
Heart and soul confused.
"Don't do this, please."
He descended on me.
Fingers violating my soul.
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Grunts. Screams. Muffled.
Pleasure. Fear. Deceit.
"Say my name Elena."
His mouth on my skin.
"I'll make you cum."
Dirty, wrong, forbidden.
"I'll break you like I broke her."
Jeers. Kisses. Lust.
"Take my cock Elena."
Small. Useless. Pathetic.
"Do it!"
He hits me. I fall to my knees.
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His cock laughs at me.
I refuse. Hurting, afraid.
How did this come to be my punishment?
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Purity smudged. I take him.
Regret, fear, survival.
"Swallow!"
I gag. He jerks, his eyes roll.
I bite down, wanting to escape.
He lashes out, bruises my eye.
Grunting like a baboon, He's inside.
I cry.
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Petrified, disgusted, broken.
"Fucking say my name Elena."
"I want to hear my name out of your fucking stupid mouth."
"Fuck me! Say it!''
I was his whore. Like my mother.
Alaric Saltzman, the man I trusted.
Never safe, never alone.
He owned me.
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His cock banged against me.
Ripping down my aspirations.
Abolishing my dreams.
Breaking my soul.
I said those words he so desperately needed.
Ashamed, trapped, lost.
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"That's it." He purred.
Snarky. Shitty. Stupid.
He took me from behind.
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The floor: my only witness.
New bruises. New fears.
He pounded me, like the sex fiend he was.
The monster.
The two-faced liar: my step father.
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