Sorry's aren't always Okay
Chapter 1
Italics - Thoughts/Feelings
Bold - Diary
Underline - Songs/Lyrics
"Your all I ever wanted"
Dear Diary,
Tonight is the night of Ashleigh's party. The guy i've had a crush on for ages is going to be there, but my best friend Laura likes him too. Laura always gets the attention, and is the most popular girl in school. Every guy has a crush on Laura, and I would like to have this one guy. Josh is a senior, and has blonde hair and blue shiny eyes. He's always been the guy who every girl likes. I hope at this party tonight we might hit it off, and he might ask me out.
Love Kimberly x
At the party, Kimberly arrived with her best friend Laura in her new italian sports car. You could hear the music blast out of the house and everyone walking in different directions with beer bottles in there hands. Kimberly could see Josh through the window, dancing with his friends. Kimberly and Laura walked in the door, to find everyone they knew dancing away. Josh suddenly turned to face Kimberly, and smiled. Kimberly couldn't resist but smiling back to him.
"Hey Joshy!" said Laura, and started to flirt with him.
"Oh, Hey Laura!" said Josh looking past Kimberly and walking towards Laura.
Kimberly thought she would never win him over, not when the most popularist girl in the school was interested in him. Kimberly was going to kiss Josh tonight, she didn't care that Laura liked him, she just wanted to have him for herself.
"Josh? Can I talk to you?" said Kimberly
"Um...Sure?" said Josh, looking confuzzed and a bit worried
Kimberly's heart was pounding, and she didn't know if she could do what she was about to do. She felt shivers go up her spine as he sat down next to her.
"Josh, I know your probably not interested in me, but I like you, and i've liked you for a long time now. But I know your probably only interested in Laura, but I thought you had the right to know that I liked you." said Kimberly, looking down at her feet.
"Really? Wow, I didn't know that."said Josh looking happy.
"You're all I ever wanted...", said Kimberly.
Before Kimberly could say anything else, Josh looked up and kissed her gently on the lips, as both of there hearts lit up. Kimberly smiled, and hugged Josh.
"So, what does this mean?" said Josh, looking in Kimberly's eyes deeply.
"I dont know, Do you wanna try "us"? said Kimberly, looking so happy.
"Yeah i'd like that" Josh looked at Kimberly and leaned in to kiss her.
But, When they were abotu to kiss, Laura opened the door, and saw them.
"YOU BITCH!" said Laura, giving Kimberly evil eyes.
"I didn't mean to offend you Laura, but you know I like him so much right now, and I wanted to tel him, and this just...happened.
"Whatever IM GOING!" said Laura running out of the house in tears.
This time was different
Felt like I was just a victim
And you cut me like a knife,
When you walked out of my life
Now i'm in this condition,
And i've got all the sythoms,
Of a girl with a brken heart,
But know matter what you'll never see me,
Cry
Dear Diary,
Last night had to be one of the best nights of my life. I got Josh to kiss me, and I told him how I feel. Now we are going out, and I couldn't be more happy. But there's one problem. Laura and I have fallen out since she caught me kissing Josh when I knew she liked him. I couldn't help it though, I like him far too much just to not love him. I hope we make up soon, because she's the only person I can trust with my life, and now she's gone I don't know what im going to do. Me and Josh are going out for a meal tonight, but i'm scared incase I see Laura and she gets upset. I didn't mean to hurt anyone last night. I hate that I love him.
Love Kimberly x
And I Hate how much I love you boy,
I can't stand how much I need you,
And I hate how much I love you boy,
But I just can't let you go.