Okay this is my first Fan Fiction! Please be kind, but I don't mind any advice that's always helpful. And please review! Thanks

Disclaimer: Stephenie Meyer owns the book of course I'm only here to write me own version of what i could happen

I thought the pain would never go away, it felt as if a fire was burning inside me and there was nothing anyone could do to let it out. We were in the meadow, our meadow and Edward had finally stopped hesitating and given in. He pulled me into his arms and brushed his cold lips around the base of my throat, a shiver went down my spine but it didn't seem to bother Edward, He soon started to kiss my neck slowly.

"Are you ready?" He asked still kissing my neck, going up toward my jaw and back down.

"Yes." I gasped I didn't realize I had stopped breathing, and I could hear Edward softly chuckle. Then it happened all so fast, I felt his teeth bite deep into me I jumped as he did this, he had caught me by surprised.

When Edward took his first and final bite in the base of my throat I was scared he would lose control and might kill me. But he didn't, thankfully. I remembered waking up looking at my angels face; his golden, butterscotch eyes staring into mine.

"Is it over?" I asked my voice weak.

"Yes, sweetheart, it is." Said my angel's soft, soothing voice.

When I went to get up I realized I was in Edward's room on his couch, and I wasn't alone. Everyone was here, Esme and Carlisle, Alice and Jasper, and Emmet it didn't surprise me to see that Roselie wasn't here. She still didn't like me, but I think she was starting too. After Carlisle was done looking at me making sure I was fine everyone left, leaving me and Edward alone.

"How do you feel?" Edward asked me.

"Well, better that your here." I replied and he pulled me closer to him, close enough that I felt his cold lips press against mine. Of course I couldn't resist and started to move my lips with his. "Is this better?" I asked

"Is what better?" He asked as he kissed my jaw and went up to my ear biting down on it a little.

"Well do you … have better control? "

He pushed away little but not too far keeping me locked in his arms, "Yes, Bella, its better much better." And he went back to kissing me again.

But then, I remember I was finally a vampire! I pushed away from Edward so I could look at myself in the mirror, on my way over I tripped and almost fell to the ground but Edward was there to catch me in less then a second. I guess my clumsiness still stayed now that I'm a vampire. When I looked at myself in the mirror my skin was a lot paler and my eyes, they had a reddish tint to them but other then that nothing else changed.

"What am I suppose to tell Charlie, oh god! What am I going to tell my mom?" I started to freak a little, what would Charlie and my mom say about me being a vampire. Would they even believe me?

"The truth of course," Replied Edward wrapping his arm around my waste and pulling me close to him, "I'll come with you, if you want." Did I want him to come with me? What if I told my parents and they don't want to be near me, or even worse what if they tell me I can't see Edward ever i again /i ?

"I'm scared." That's all I had to say because I was, I didn't have a clue what my parents might say or do. Edward then pulled me closer to him locking me in his arms letting me know it will all be okay.

"It will all be okay." He whispered into my ear so quietly that not even a human could hear.

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Later that night I was still getting use to my vampire self, unfortunately I still had my clumsiness and my embarrassing blushing. But Edward seemed happy that it didn't leave, even though I wish it had. Edward also helped me with my running the first time I tried to run I almost went right into a tree, but Edward stood himself between me and the tree. We ended up falling to the ground me on top of Edward.

"Oops," I said blushing badly; Edward laughed his beautiful, musical laugh, "hey, I'm new to all of this." I said trying to defend myself but that just made Edward laugh more.

"You know…I like this." He said grinning as he took my face in his hands kissing me lovingly; "You do know that this is just the beginning of our eternity together."

"Yes and its going to be a wonderful eternity too." I said and he smiled that crooked smile of his that I loved.

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