I Wish

A/N: I do not own Animorphs. They belong to K.A.A and Scholastic.

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They say I'm ruthless,
a manic, a psycho.

She's crazy, Ax-man. Look at her. She loves this stuff >

They think I enjoy it,
the killing we do.

Yeah. Get Rachel. If David's killed Tobias, we may have to do a terrible thing, too. Get Rachel. >

They say that war to me,
is drugs to a junkie.

"I feel like this war is to you like booze is to an alcoholic."

They think that without this war,
I wouldn't be me.

"What will happen to you if it all ends someday? What are you going to do?"

They think I like
scrubbing the blood from my clothes.

"But yeah, Rachel, I think there's something pretty dark down inside you."

They think dying screams,
are my lullaby.

"Yeah, but it won't bother me. It will bother you guys"

They think I can't,
control the anger that wells up inside.

You know she should die, Tobias. >

They think I kill,
just for the fun of it.

Rachel? No, no, the sub-visser.

Yeah, they think I love this war.

I wish I could say that they were wrong.

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A/N: The quotes came out of MM3, The Illusion, The Threat and mostly The Solution.