SHINING LOVE

By: Mika Maxwell

DISCLAIMER: I don't Own Gundam Wing! =)

Can you reach out and grasp my hand,
So I can be pulled to the light.
Can you reach out and embrace me,
So I can sleep through the evil of night.

It is you that I need so desperately right now,
And it is you that I forever long for.
It is your heart I want to feel against mine,
You have the hope that is to me constant lure.

Can you hold me close enough to never let go,
For every time I turn I fear to be alone.
Can you tell me those things I want to hear,
This is to you what I incessantly condone.

Can you help me to shed the dark shroud I wear,
To pull the weight that bears me down from my shoulders.
Can you show me the affection I want to have,
So that I may enter the light, you are the holder.

It is you that I need so desperately right now,
And it is you that I forever long for.
It is your heart I want to feel against mine,
You have the hope that is to me constant lure.

Can you tell me who I am so I will be no longer lost,
Even through the agitation of life, show me the way.
Can you repair me from the memories of a broken past,
I want to know and hear what you have to say.

Can you lead me into your shining life of love,
I cherish the feeling of light bathing my soul.
Can you just let me stay with you, together,
The past has gone and the future is a hopeful lull.

It is you that I need so desperately right now,
And it is you that I forever long for.
It is your heart I want to feel against mine,
You have the hope that is to me constant lure.

Can you live for me and lend me your life,
I want to feel you in my heart with no remorse.
Can you say the vow of love forever more,
This love will be no recourse.

Can you answer my prayers and lift me up,
Forever and eternity I want to spend with you.
Can you be the one to whisper in my ears,
To bring me from depression, and bring me to.

It is you that I need so desperately right now,
And it is you that I forever long for.
It is your heart I want to feel against mine,
You have the hope that is to me constant lure.

Okay, for this I really need some R & R. I started this one a while ago and just finished it today on 8/11/00 in light of some current events that I will be writing about in some new fics I hope to post this weekend, most likely tomorrow. This is based off of 'Darkness reached out'. Obviously in that poem Relena killed herself when Heero once again refused her, in this one, it shows what she wanted from Duo before she finally decided to kill herself. I know it is confusing to some of you (^_^;;) but what I meant with these was to portray Relena and her battle with depression. As soon as she figures she will try to get Heero to confess his love for her again, she is very hurt when he lets her down. After this, she understands that she loves Duo but is too afraid he will turn her down too, so she does kill herself. ::WHEW!:: So that, I hope, explained it to you! R & R!!