"Jasper calm down!"
"He's right Jasper, just breath."
All of these voices seemed to be far away coming at me through a long tunnel, but I paid no attention. The human was there its hot red blood pooling to a waste on the floor, such a waste. I could feel the humans fear and I relished in it. Its fear gave me power. I struggled angst the constricting bonds. I wanted that blood no I needed it.
As I struggled against the bonds that held me I began to come back to myself. That's when the guilt kicked in. I had attacked Bella. I had actually enjoyed seeing her blood spilling, the perfume of her… for a second I was lost again but a sharp jab from Emmett brought me too. Why did this always happen to me? Why am I so weak?
With a sigh I looked up at Emmett and Rosalie. "You can let me go now, "Rose Instantly dropped my arm, but Emmett was unsure.
"Are you sure Jasper," I couldn't blame him for being cautious.
"Yes I'm in control now," My voice seemed weak even to me.
He grinned and released my other arm. "I think we should apologize"
I snorted, there was no way I could go back home right now not with all that blood everywhere. "Lets go hunting first, I don't want to end up on the front page for mass murders"
A light breeze in the trees stopped me from running. Edward stepped forward.
"Edward…" I trailed off, searching his emotions for some clue as to what he was thinking. They were filled with remorse, not anger, as I had anticipated. "Your not mad?" My voice did not hide one once of the shock I felt, not that I would have been able to hide anything from him.
"Were leaving. Now Emmett" His words were hard on all three of us, and the emotions ringing through the air ranging from outrage, Rosalie, to shock, Emmett.
"What!" Emmett's out burst rang through the trees.
Rosalie was furious, "Why should we have to leave for your mistake. You knew she was going to get hurt and now you want us to uproot our whole family because if this insignificant little girl?"
Edward snarled, for once rose can you just shut up and do this for me! No mater what I do my life will never go back to the way it was, Rose. Never. Moving doesn't satisfy me in the least But I cant keep hurting her like this" the anguish in his voice and feelings made it impossible for me to doubt the serenity behind them. Edward truly felt for this human girl. Realizing this I know now that leaving will probably end worse than if we actually stayed.
"Maybe you should have thought of that before all of this!" She ran back towards the house, her emotions still dangerous.
"Edward you should think about this… this isn't a choice you should make in a moment of panic." Think how this will affect Bella also.
"Jasper I cant stay its too dangerous."
Emmett hopped in to the conversation, "I agree with Jasper this is serious and personally I like Bella, she's the most fun we've had around this place in years.
"Just think about it." I could see that our words and thoughts had affected him as he sprinted out of the clearing. I turned to Emmett. "Lets go I need to hunt"
Emmett smiled; the prospect of the hunt excited him. "If you say so." I ran up the mountainside leading deeper into the forest. I let go of my humanity, giving in to the kill.