This is my second Vampire Academy story, my first one was an epic fail so I debated either revise my first story or just make a new one. So tell me what you think of this chapter and if i should continue this story or ready my other story with Rose&Adrian (its so horrible) and tell me if i should just redo that one. i might just delete that one and make do with this.

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"You're pregnant?" I'm pretty that's what I just said.

"Yes."

"How?" Well when a man and a woman love each other very much…

"I was drunk. I slept with a guy I didn't mean to." I hate lying to her, but she can't know the truth.

"You don't know the dad?" I do.

"No."

"No idea at all?" I know damn well who I slept with, he doesn't though.

"Lissa, I don't know." Tiers threatened my eyes.

"Rose, what are we going to do?"

"Have a baby?" She gave me a sad smile.

"Can I be the aunty?"

"Only if I can keep it, I don't want to abandon my baby, or you."

"We will make this work." She hugged me. "I will always be here to help you."

"You ready?" Lissa asked me, I nodded. I wore a tight silk dress that clung onto my skin; it was a light pink which looked good against my tan skin. "Let's do this." She smiled and put the white shall around my shoulders, it went below my stomach which is growing. She grabbed my hand and we walked into Adrian's room together. In the room already were Adrian, Eddie, Christian, and Mia. They sat around the room scattered drinking and eating off paper plates. "We're here!" Lissa said happily.

"Rose you look nice." Adrian said. He looked over me with shinning eyes. "That color is amazing on you."

"Guys we have an announcement to make." Lissa says seriously "And we need all your support through it." Lissa looked at me, my turn to speak.

"I hope you guys don't treat me any different," I begin "And given the situation I need as much support as I can get." I take a deep breath and take me shall off. My stomach isn't "Big" but it's big enough to tell I am more than just fat. The cup Eddie held went falling to the floor, what smelt like rum spilt all over the wooden floor and glass shattered.

"You're pregnant?" Adrian said in disbelief, I nodded.

"Three months." I tell them "Me, Lissa, and the school came up with a plan for me to graduate and become a guardian while also being a mother at the same time."

"Please do explain." Eddie says. "As your partner guardian Lissa I want to know. I need to know."

"I agreed to help raise this child." Lissa said "Rose will be my guardian, at the same time being a mother. On our time off she will be with her baby, but on duty as my guardian I will be caring for her baby. I will help in any way possible, Rose will always be with her baby and when he or she goes into school we will visit as much as possible."

"It's impossible!" Mia says "Being a guardian and mother at once. Being pregnant and in school. You being a mom so young!"

"That's why we need your support!" Lissa says. There was silence for a long time, I just stood there in my dress awkwardly and uncomfortable.

"How does it feel?" Christian asks "Being pregnant I mean. Knowing you will be responsible for a life."

"At first I was scared shitless." I said "because I knew I would have to make a huge decision. I wanted an abortion, I didn't want a child I knew it would ruin my life. But when I told Lissa she was so happy and supportive and I realized if I had help, I could to it. I'm still scared, because I don't want to be a bad mother. I don't want to be like my mother." I took a deep breath to steady myself. My emotions were getting out of hand, Fucking hormones. "I got myself into this and I'm sticking it out, I will become a mother and guardian."

"Who is the father?" Eddie asked. I hoped they wouldn't ask.

"I haven't told him yet." I said, after a while I admit to Lissa I knew who it was but I didn't not want anything to do with him. "I never will, he is royal and wouldn't want anything to do with me or the baby so I might as well save myself the trouble."

"Rose and the baby need us." Lissa laughed and grabbed my hand, "She is making me an aunty and I can't be excited enough."

"I want to help plan your baby shower!" Mia says "Because I will do all I can to help you out." Eddie came up and gave me a hug congratulating me and told me he had my back.

"I'm not changing any dippers." Christian said jokingly. Adrian sat in his chair still baffled. He looked at the cup in his hands. Adrian finally looked up and straight into my eyes, he looked so hurt, so sad. If only he knew the truth.

I'm happy to have the acceptance of my friends, after breaking the news I left telling them I had things to do back at my place, really I just didn't want to be around Adrian. Back in my room I think about how my mother reacted when I told her, for the first time in my life I saw her cry. She started to cry and I started to cry and we sat on my bed together crying, she wasn't mad, just really sad. It hurt so much knowing I hurt my mother and made her cry.

On my laptop I goggled "Working out and pregnant" I have to stay active or I will lose my mind. Apparently I'm the only pregnant girl here so the school doesn't know how to handle my… "Situation" a knock on my door made me almost just off my bed. "Adrian?" I let him into my room, despite being in only shorts and a tank top, which was kind of embarrassing.

"Rose," Adrian's voice has some edge to it, "Who is the father?" He asks.

"Nobody you would know."

"Rose, don't bullshit me!" He yelled, "I know you, better than you think. Only person you have giving yourself to was Dimitri, it can't be him."

"What are you trying to say?" I ask. In my head I beg Adrian to not do this, not think about it, not find out who the father is.

"Rose I love you more than you can imagine, I never knew it was possible for me to love anybody this much. Yes I'm a playboy, but god Rose I love you so much! And knowing some guy out there is abandoning a beautiful woman and her child disgusts me." Adrian grabbed my hand "Rose I love you don't you see that." I start to cry, Adrian pulls me into a hug and kisses the top of my head.

"You're the father." I sob, "I woke up before you and left before you would know I was ever in bed with you." Adrian pulls away and looks me in the eyes. "I'm sorry. don't let me get in the way of your life."

"I'm not running away." He says, "I will be here every step of the way with you and that baby. I don't care what any other person says, I love you and I will be with you and that child."

"NO!" I yell, "Tatiana will not approve, she won't let me become Lissa's guardian. Adrian I'm glad you are willing to help but it's not your problem its mine."

"Rose, I'm not like those other asshole moroi men. I actually love you and if I'm in the picture raising this child won't be as hard. Tatiana will warm up to it eventually." Adrian kissed me. I've never experienced such a passionate and emotional kiss. Not even with Dimitri. "I don't care if your dhampir or moroi, I don't care if my children are dhampir or moroi. All I want it a family with a woman I love. Fuck society's expectations!" Can I love him? I'm still hurt from Dimitri leaving with Tasha four months ago. I still love and care about Dimitri, but he's moved on with a new woman. Maybe I can do this, maybe I can love Adrian like he loves me if I forget Dimitri and focus on Adrian and my… Our baby.

"I can't promise I love you, I'm so confused right now. But I will try. I will give you a chance." Adrian smiled and hugged me. Lifting me off the ground and spinning me around and kissed me.

"All I want is a chance to prove myself." He smiled and kissed me again.

"Okay," I say "I have a doctor's appointment tomorrow in town, take me?"

"I would be honored to. How far along are you exactly?"

"12 weeks." I say. We sit on my bed and I show him all the things the school gave me to help me know more about being pregnant and babies. I have four baby books and on my laptop a list of websites, Adrian orders some more baby books online. If he sticks with me one thing I won't have to worry about is money. We started talking about some names, it's weird seeing Adrian so happy and so excited. He really does love me…

My alarm clock screams, waking me up. When the hell did I fall asleep? "Morning love." Adrian yawns "You fell asleep last night while we were talking," he chuckled. He was shirtless and in his jeans, one arm under my back and the other around my waist.

"Shit I have to get ready!" I jump out of bed and run into my closet, I throw on a pair of jeans and a white tank top. "Fuck I need to do laundry! I have no clean cloths!" I yell from the closet. Adrian only laughs at me. I soon find a loose fitting t-shirt that is clean enough for today.

"Here you go." Adrian hands me my purple jacket and backpack. "Breakfast time?"

"Yes!" I say opening my door "I'm starving, you do realize if anybody finds out you spent the night in my room we both can get into some serious trouble." My jacket is baggy enough to hide my stomach, I have yet to tell any other friends I am pregnant, I'm still too scared, I've accepted the fact I'm pregnant, but it doesn't mean I'm not ashamed.

Adrian and I walk into the lunchroom together, his arm around my shoulders. People stared and I felt my face get hot, Christian was at the table already so me and Adrian took a seat next to him. "Hey," Christian greets us. His face was shoved into a chemistry book.

"Test today?" I ask. Adrian left to get some food for him and me. He really is trying hard to prove himself to me. I have to admit it's kind of cute.

"Yes, I totally forgot about it till Lissa reminded me." He shoved eggs into his mouth "She is at the feeder with Mia." Christian looks up from his book for a second to whisper me a question. "Does anybody else know?" I shake my head.

"Does anybody else know what?" Some novic friends of mine walk up to our table. "Hey Rose, we were wondering if you wanted to head to the gym with us for some sparing practice before class?"

"I wish I could but I can't." I say, "I'm sorry." They give me an annoyed look then walk away. "I fucking hate this, I can't train anymore!" Adrian comes back with a trey of food. Throughout my pregnancy so far I have had really bad morning sickness, apparently it's supposed to stop around 12 weeks, but right now the smell of bacon makes me want to vomit.

"You okay?" Adrian asks.

"Fine, just feeling a bit sick." I said pushing the plate of bacon away from me.

"What are you pregnant or something?" Jessie grabs a chair and sits in it next to Christian.

"Go away you idiot." Christian mumbles scooting away from him.

"What are you going to do about it?" Ralf sits on the other side of Christian.

"Boys, boys, boys," Lissa walks up with Mia shaking her head. "I understand Christian is sexy and irresistible but he is mine so back off." Lissa scoots Jessie to the side and sits on Christian's lap.

"So Rose tell us," Jessie says, "Are you preggo? Isn't getting sick from the smell of food a side effect? That's what my sister-in-law says anyways, and you are looking a little fat." Ralf laughs in agreement. They can't know I'm pregnant, they CAN NOT know! I shouldn't have hesitated to respond. "Holy fuck you are aren't you!"

"No!" I yell "You moron!" I begin to panic, if he knows everyone else will know and that is not good. "I'm not fucking pregnant are you stupid?"

"I can tell you are, someone said you were and that's why you don't train anymore and you're late to class a lot and go to the bathroom a lot." Jessie looks straight into my eyes "You Rose Hathaway are pregnant."

"I knew you were an easy slut!" Ralf laughs "Just another bloodwhore." Christian lifts Lissa off of his lap and stands up punching Ralf in the face. Ralf fell backwards in his chair and blood flew from his nose. Lissa and Mia scream in shock, I have to admit Christian really knows how to throw a punch.

"Hey, everybody!" Jessie yells, the lunch room quiets a little, just enough for him to be heard. "Rose Hathaway is pregnant!" everybody quiets and looks over at us. They all stare at me. I run from the lunchroom in tiers. My secret is out, and from now on I'm no longer Rose Hathaway the best novic in my class. I'm Rose Hathaway, the girl who is pregnant

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