The song is All I wanted by Paramore.
Think of me when you're out when you're out there.
I'll beg nice from my knees.
And when the world treats you way too fairly,
Well it's a shame I'm a dream.
I watched as you slammed out the door, muttering darkly under your breath. I sighed and sank to the floor, my knees giving out from the weight of your words. I knew this would happen when you found out I still talked to her. But she's family. It means nothing. I wish you'd understand but nothing seems to appease you. Are you afraid I'll go back, afraid that I changed my mind? There's no way in hell I'll ever turn my back on you. We've been through too much shit, seen too many things.
All I wanted was you.
I remember when we first started talking, civilly at least.
All I wanted was you.
Somehow you were quickly taking over Ron's spot; you understood more than he did.
I think I'll pace my apartment a few times.
All fall asleep on my couch.
Wake-up early to black and white re-runs?
That escaped from my mouth.
You still haven't come back. I don't know what to do with myself. I tried to read but my concentration is shot. I wish you would come home soon so we can talk. I know you tend to over react but it's been hours; you're usually back within an hour, just long enough for a walk around the block. After pacing for what seemed like hours, I finally managed some sleep. It seems like I'm more exhausted then when I fell into my fitful rest. I know you're not back yet and it feels wrong, not waking up in your arms. Is this the end? God I hope not.
All I wanted was you.
I know Ron was jealous. It was evident in every move he made.
All I wanted was you.
I don't think either of them understood why you suddenly became so important to me.
All I wanted was you.
You were, though, and it confused me.
All I wanted was you.
Your smile soon became my reason for getting up in the morning.
I could follow you to the beginning.
And just to relive the start.
And maybe then we'll remember to slow down,
To all of our favorite parts.
I wish I could go back now. Redo certain things, slow down a little. Take time to enjoy the little things, your quirks and sick sense of humor. How much you understood me and knew exactly what I needed. I need you now, need to be in your arms but it's never going to happen again. You're gone, all because I wouldn't tell you about my stupid friendship with Ginny. If I had told you, you never would have gone walking, you never would've been at that corner, you never would've gotten stuck in the cross fire of that duel. I wish I could go back and start over. I wish I could have you again.
All I wanted was you.
As the year went on we became closer and closer.
All I wanted was you.
It became apparent to everyone that we were meant to be and finally we were a couple.
All I wanted was you.
People didn't agree at first and the press was everywhere we went.
All I wanted was you.
As I sit at your grave it dawns on me that I hardly recognize myself without you. You were my life, my reason, my love. I can't smile without you here. I can't concentrate knowing you'll never walk in the door again. I can't seem to get warm, even though summer is in full bloom. It's been a year since you stormed out on me, a year since I lost my one true love, a year since the light went out from my eyes. I will never love another and I can only hope that you knew; that somewhere deep inside you knew you were the only one I could ever love with all of my heart.
"All I wanted was you."
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