As you may have noticed, I'm going through a TREMENDOUS writers block for Demon Eyes Upon Her and Inner Self. (some of my sdk fics) But I assure you, I will get them finished as soon as this frustrating block goes away. In the meantime, you can read this fic I made now. It is on Yuya's thoughts of Kyo. For now this is oneshot, but I may make it a twoshot if my readers want me to make another chapter on Kyo's thoughts of Yuya.

I'm also currently in the process of writing another lemon fic with Kyo and Yuya :) yep you can hardly wait right? lol. Yuya's thoughts in this are going to be kinda angsty, just to let you know.

Disclaimer: Not mine at all and certainly not making money off this hombres :P

I hope my loyal viewers and any new ones are satisfied with this. Without you, I wouldn't have the motivation to write without any reads or reviews. So yeah thanks a bunch!

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Yuya's POV

Why can't you see, how much I respect you?

I would think you could figure out after all the favors I've done for you.

Getting your damned sake and paying for your room.

Yet, on many days, you still pickpocket my money and get more sake.

I find you surrounded by women in a brothel because apparently I'm not good enough.

You act so ungrateful and vindictive towards me. What could I have done?

I can't help but stay by your side, because you are really the only one I have in this cruel world.

Some days I feel as though I could break down. I don't want you to leave me alone Kyo.

What brings you to insult me for my breast size? I'm young obviously.

I have to admit that I do have a crush on you. But as long as you act the way you do, it seems like I cannot express my feelings anytime soon.

Certain rare moments I fall even more in love with you. Do you realize I'm dazzled by your demon eyes?

I suppose you do have your good points. You never hurt me or lied to me, and you kept me strong.

Even though you seem like the biggest pighead sometimes, I still feel the urge to be by your side always.

You are almost desperate in finding your body and killing Kyoshiro. Why?

What could move you so much in achieving those goals?

All I truly want is for you to be a little nicer to me. But I guess a demon like you has to be cold around everyone.

You crave blood and darkness. You don't seem to have a nurturing feeling within you.

If I were to perish from this world, would you care? would you actually feel sorrow?

Because I know that if I were to see you cry for my sake... all my emotional pain would heal.

I would know then that you really cared for me after all.

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A/N: R&R please :) this seems a little suckish to me, but maybe you have a different opinion? oh and should I write another chapter for Kyo's POV?