Prologue

Life is difficult . Its no merry go round . Especially for the one who chose a socially unacceptable path . In a life like mine fear is a constant emotion and portraying strength enough to actually feel it in my bones is another . I've understood one thing and that is that you never choose the life for yourself but the life chooses the story for you to live in . some live a normal ,happy life with not much ups and downs , some a stagnant and boring life and there are people like me you just never encounter a day of peace and crave for that normal , stagnant boring day to happen once for them . I am Isabella Marie McCarty Cullen , former employed nanny for master Mathew Anthony Cullen , heir to Mafia Boss Edward masen Cullen . this is the story about how an ex-lover turned nanny to her cheating boyfriend and later turned mafia wife .