After ff.net implemented the new rules [most of which I disagree with], I fled to mourn for a while, and returned to realise that I'd missed the back-up-your-now-illegal-fics-you-felon date [which I'd missed in my distress] by an hour. Tough. ^^;; But after a little lamenting over how my newest fic will never see the light of day [being rps. eh.], I decided to, a couple of weeks after finally finishing Deus Misereateur, upload all the [non-NC17 ^^;;] Slam Dunk fics I never got round to uploading over these two years. Most of these are FujiHana, posted at the SDBC [http://www.network54.com/Hide/Forum/13053] first, and quite old. Please bear with me. ^^; Yoroshiku na! Also, I'll have to thank all the people who reviewed 'Hakanaki Hibi To...' [http://fanfiction.net/read.php?storyid=416078] so nicely! Though I think it's quite shoddily written now that I look back on it, it'll always be a very important work to me, and to see people actually like it is very moving. Thank you very much! If anyone actually likes FujimaxHanagata, I also happen to be the SDBC-endorsed FujiHana no Miko, and run a FujiHana shrine [http://fujihana.cjb.net] with the rest of my FujiHana fics, and quite a number of [old, though. -_- Haven't had time to upload my newer ones] fanart [and other resources], though it's been thrown into disarray right now by my exams and a previous hosting problem. Do drop by for a visit! One last thing - as far as FujiHana fics go, the coup de grâce of this bloc of uploads would actually be Deus Misereatur, rated R, so if you do want a look see, remember to check that out [seeing as ff.net doesn't include R in its normal listing. -_-].
This is just stupid. ^.^;; It was more sonnet-writing practice than anything else, and the verses are all mucked-up. I do kinda like the last two lines, though - inspired by a certain Star Trek sonnet. *grin*
Technical Notes :The premise here is unrequited, suffering-in-silence love. From, gee-no-prizes-huh?, Hanagata's POV, towards, well-no-prizes-either, Fujima.
'You came, a shining angel...'
by Djinn
You came, a shining angel, to my soul
With sword of flame, a rapier thrust of charm
A light divine, a fire from hell below
A mesmerising maze of heal and harm
I lost my senses in that labyrinth
I lost my voice, my lips stilled by your name
Saw naught but you, who blazed my dark within
Yet showed naught, but a girlish blush, my shame
Alas, my heart! Wilt thou beat'st so, not still
To offer some repose from my tumult
Of guilt, of shame, of secret love revealed
Through eyes alone, my tongue is stayed by doubt
And in my heart, I hold, each silent day
"I love you, captain." ...words I dare not say.
END
And...er...yah. That's it. ^.^;;