First twincest, ^-^" I'm so happy, even if it turned out kind of short.

I didn't was to cry. I really just didn't want to cry. I wish I could be stronger. I wished I was stronger, like my brother. But I'm not. I'm not strong enough not to cry. So when the tears fell down my cheeks, I let them. And when the sobs broke out of my mouth, I couldn't stop them. I just wanted to be strong enough not to cry. Why couldn't I be stronger like him?

"Kaoru?"

I peeled my eyes open. "Hika?" I asked, my voice cracking.

Hikaru frowned. "Move over Kao," he said before pushing me aside and scooting into the bed beside me. "Why are you crying?"

I rubbed my eyes as I tried to stop the tears from squeezing out. "I'm sorry Hika, I'm not strong like you," I croaked. "I don't want to sleep alone anymore. I don't like being away from you."

My twin's eyes widened. "Kaoru!" He throw his arms around me and pulled me to his chest. "Please don't cry Kao, I don't like what they did either."

My tears started to calm. "They shouldn't have forced us to be in separate rooms. We are twin brothers, we'll always need each other."

"Kaoru, what does mommy do when you get a boo-boo?" Hika asked, looking down at me.

"She kisses it," I said, happy to know something my brother didn't.

"Okay," Hikaru smiled. He lined down and kissed my lips. "There, now it's all better. No more crying, alright brother?"

My cheeks started to heat up as I nodded. "Okay, no more crying," I leaned forward and kissed his lips too, just like mommy would do. "I love you brother."

"I love you to Kaoru," Hika said, tightening his grip on me. "Let's go to bed now." I nodded and closed my eyes.

o.O.o

I sighed, thinking of that night from when we were eight. It was the first time mom had tried separating us. They'd fixed up and room and shoved me in it, telling me to stay in there and not sleep with Hika anymore. It didn't work. After a few nights of finding us sleeping in one bed, whether it be mine of Hika's, they got rid of our two beds and got a larger one for us.

Slowly, after that night, I discovered I was in love with my twin brother. Our act for the Host Club may be just an act for him, but it was real for me. Too bad I knew I'd never get him, Hikaru will never be mine.

"Kaoru." I looked up, finding Hika staring at me. "Kyouya is giving you a ride home today. I'm going to Haruhi's to study."

I nodded, putting on a fake smile. "Alright, Hika. I'll see you later," I told him.

"Bye Kaoru," Haruhi smiled at me as her and my brother left.

I wonder if I knew they were dating. It was a secret, so not to cause a fuss with the customers, but I knew. I knew because my brother wasn't good at keeping secrets from me. It was crazy, knowing my brother was keeping secrets from me. I hated it. Why didn't Hika know I wouldn't tell anyone, that I'd never tell anyone? It just hurt.

Hikaru not telling me that secret was almost as much pain as him loving someone else. Still, I loved him so much, but I couldn't take away Hika's happiness for that. So I'll stay silent.

I love Hika, but he's more important then me. So, despite him telling me over and over that Haruhi was just our toy, I'll let him be happy. Even if that means letting my own heart break.

Thanks for reading!

~Goddess of the Multiverses