Disclaimer: I do not own final fantasy 7 but I certainly wish I could have
created it. Is there anything else I am supposed to put here? If there is
then I will put that down as soon as I update with the next chapter.
*Readers/critics I have ~~ for thoughts and they are also is put down two spaces sometimes. so you should be able to tell when the character is thinking (I hope!).
*Chapters will be focused on either Sephiroth or Aeris and I will make it clear who it is by the chapter name and their name. If I don't put it down then they will be included in that chapter.
If I Only Had a Chance
~~I have waited for months now and she still does not notice me. Why would I care? And why would I risk everything for her? How can I explain this to myself whilst I am entranced in her angelic movements. Fate has destined me to love Aeris but are we meant to be? ~~
The rain gloomed overhead of the giant research lab in Junon. This had awoken Sephiroth from his state of detachment from the world. Apparently Sephiroth had shifted unknowingly into a crouching position against the wall of his cell. He did not care much about his appearance for the scientists only cared about their studies on the Cetra race.
Sephiroth was simply dressed in a black shirt and black pants. He believed that this would remove some of the attention away from him. Nevertheless people still gawked at him, writing down his every movement hoping to get some sort of superhuman sign. This never bothered Sephiroth for Hojo was constantly annoying him. He somehow made Sephiroth feel detached, unwanted, dispirited and hopeless just by speaking to him. Everyday in Sephiroth's life was very repetitive. to him at least but Hojo was always making knew discoveries about the Cetra race and what it has to with Sephiroth.
The cold room Sephiroth was trapped inside day and night always seemed lifeless and boring, exactly as Hojo had wanted it to be. He wanted to drain all of Sephiroth's emotions, leaving just a body with a killer instinct mind not caring about anything. Sephiroth never knew why Hojo had wanted this.
Sephiroth called his room a cell because to him it was not in one way different. He was surrounded by glass and Hojo's other 'specimens' were visible through the glass. They were also trapped, mistreated and drained of their very life so that Hojo can study them.
Hopelessly in love Sephiroth stood up and stared towards Aeris' cell. His hands placed upon the walls of his glass cell made him feel somewhat closer to Aeris. The love he felt for her made everything disappear when he watched her. All his worries had seemed to vanish for just a moment, only to return to him with doubt of being with her. He never could explain to himself why he would love her from just looking her but he never had felt this way about someone before so assumed it was love.
Sephiroth turned away from Aeris who was sleeping innocently. His thoughts raced around searching for answers. Sephiroth placed his hand upon his head and strained his mind into finding an answer for Hojo not allowing her to leave.
"She doesn't seem to be worried or scared. So maybe she is allowed to go. But then why is she here?" Sephiroth said to himself.
"How long will she be here? And exactly why do they need her?" Sephiroth said aloud knowing he wouldn't get any sort of reply.
He sat there waiting for a sign he knew would never come and acceptance he knew he would never get. He thought how could Hojo do this to someone. He knew how hopeless this attempt at finding some sort of answer from Hojo.
"I have been here for so long and nobody has even told me why? What is so special about me? What harm could I do if I knew what was happening?" Sephiroth shouted aloud.
~~Maybe this has nothing to do with me? What if he is only interested in capturing my mother Jenova? She did escape from them. But that was years ago and she didn't even take me with her. Her powers were drained when he caught her. Is Hojo just using me as bait? If it was so then I will not allow her to return~~
Sephiroth would have loved to curse Hojo for keeping him cramped here until he would agree to join Shinra's army. He sat there and thought deeply about his position in life. Over and over the he was distracted by the somehow tainted room of his. He redirected his thoughts towards Hojo and muttered something
"Soon enough I will go insane" Sephiroth muttered to himself.
~~Aeris how can I get you to notice me? Why don't I take up Hojo's offer and work for Shinra? Then to some extent I won't be embarrassed to speak with her. She just might even like me. But she wouldn't like me as I am now. I am such an idiot; I don't even know my own father. If I go then what will happen to her? Are they going to use her as a lab rat? Poking needles in her just to see her reaction. What if she dies? Then I would be to blame. I can't even protect the one I love the most~~
Quiet abruptly tears began to emerge from Sephiroth's fiery green eyes. The tears doused the fire in his eyes leaving him with a dull green colour. His hair glistened in the moonlight and his eyes encased in tears looked as if they were bleeding stars. The despair filled up within him crushing his very dreams of peace, burning the very spirit inside him.
Off in the distance Sephiroth had heard someone nearing him. Desperately Sephiroth tried to cover up his emotions before his visitor could see him. It was a hopeless attempt for he had not an ounce of time.
~~If Hojo sees me it would be a disaster if Hojo sees me now. What would he do? I think Hojo would take one look at me and laugh just to insult more, making me feel even more depressed. Yeah, but what could he possibly say? Why do I deserve this? ~~
Without a sound the glass cell disappeared and Hojo stood in front of Sephiroth. Hojo waited arousing an uncomfortable silence in Sephiroth. He stood there and watched him forcing Sephiroth to start the conversation. Hojo knew this eerie quiet presence of himself would somehow anger Sephiroth.
"Hojo, what are you here for? You came here to kill me. Saving me the pleasure of committing suicide myself. I thought I would die if I had to speak with you once more." Sephiroth began.
"I see that you are interested in the other 'specimen' Sephiroth. I will tell you know that this is not a breeding program. How could you be in love with that girl? Do not even try to hide it because I already know you inside out." Hojo replied successfully evading Sephiroth's question.
Hojo laughed continuously at Sephiroth. Hoping to spark up something in Sephiroth that would force him to reveal his true feelings for her. It after a few seconds Hojo paused and walked closer to Sephiroth staring directly in his eyes spotting tears. Stunned that Sephiroth would cry Hojo took a few steps back and thought how to take advantage of his situation.
"Dear Sephiroth you do know that love makes people inseparable but as you can see Aeris and you will always be. well you know. I'll just let you dwell on that thought. " Hojo flaunted
Hojo exited the room slowly, celebrating his psychological victory over Sephiroth. Hojo closed the door, which made an echoing sound that filled Sephiroth's ears.
"That was awfully quick. Leave it to Hojo to find out how to make you feel hopeless" Sephiroth mumbled.
The glass cell rose up again trapping Sephiroth once more in the large room. He felt as though it was tainted because of Hojo's last words. Sephiroth felt as though his thoughts were crushing him into the ground and the only way to get rid of them is to give up.
~~Why aren't Aeris and me together? How can you understand love? He is trying to ruin me and this time has he succeeded? My feelings don't matter to anyone so why should I care about myself? ~~
Sephiroth had new reasons to haunt him in his dreams. Endlessly his subconscious mind displays forms of terror and despair in his sleep. The nightmares Sephiroth creates become worse by each passing day. His days were just as bad as his nightmares and for all he would know he didn't have a clue if he existed or if he was in hell.
~~Fate. perhaps things happen to me because they are preparing me for something horrible that I must endure. Why do I think like this? And will I ever get the answers?~~
Somehow Sephiroth's thoughts had comforted him. Feeling a little bit more relaxed Sephiroth looked out the window, gazing at the stars for he thought he could explain to himself why all of this was happening to him. Not once has he ever looked towards the stars for their comforting brightness.
~~If it is true then what is to become of my future. I certainly would not dare to face it. What could it possibly be and is it that bad? Fate is inevitable so whatever it is will happen to me.~~
A.N The story will eventually develop. most likely in the third chapter. Please just point out anything you like or hate. do not worry for I will back everything with one reason. it is my style. a very unique mistake intended to test the reader! Well read on if you prefer to.
" Is love attained through trust and 'togetherness' or is it just that you love and never find out why." "See through the lies and distinguish the evils in the world."
This is just poetry lines because I just want to warn you about my poetry style (do not worry because there will not be any in this story. well just a little!)
*Readers/critics I have ~~ for thoughts and they are also is put down two spaces sometimes. so you should be able to tell when the character is thinking (I hope!).
*Chapters will be focused on either Sephiroth or Aeris and I will make it clear who it is by the chapter name and their name. If I don't put it down then they will be included in that chapter.
If I Only Had a Chance
~~I have waited for months now and she still does not notice me. Why would I care? And why would I risk everything for her? How can I explain this to myself whilst I am entranced in her angelic movements. Fate has destined me to love Aeris but are we meant to be? ~~
The rain gloomed overhead of the giant research lab in Junon. This had awoken Sephiroth from his state of detachment from the world. Apparently Sephiroth had shifted unknowingly into a crouching position against the wall of his cell. He did not care much about his appearance for the scientists only cared about their studies on the Cetra race.
Sephiroth was simply dressed in a black shirt and black pants. He believed that this would remove some of the attention away from him. Nevertheless people still gawked at him, writing down his every movement hoping to get some sort of superhuman sign. This never bothered Sephiroth for Hojo was constantly annoying him. He somehow made Sephiroth feel detached, unwanted, dispirited and hopeless just by speaking to him. Everyday in Sephiroth's life was very repetitive. to him at least but Hojo was always making knew discoveries about the Cetra race and what it has to with Sephiroth.
The cold room Sephiroth was trapped inside day and night always seemed lifeless and boring, exactly as Hojo had wanted it to be. He wanted to drain all of Sephiroth's emotions, leaving just a body with a killer instinct mind not caring about anything. Sephiroth never knew why Hojo had wanted this.
Sephiroth called his room a cell because to him it was not in one way different. He was surrounded by glass and Hojo's other 'specimens' were visible through the glass. They were also trapped, mistreated and drained of their very life so that Hojo can study them.
Hopelessly in love Sephiroth stood up and stared towards Aeris' cell. His hands placed upon the walls of his glass cell made him feel somewhat closer to Aeris. The love he felt for her made everything disappear when he watched her. All his worries had seemed to vanish for just a moment, only to return to him with doubt of being with her. He never could explain to himself why he would love her from just looking her but he never had felt this way about someone before so assumed it was love.
Sephiroth turned away from Aeris who was sleeping innocently. His thoughts raced around searching for answers. Sephiroth placed his hand upon his head and strained his mind into finding an answer for Hojo not allowing her to leave.
"She doesn't seem to be worried or scared. So maybe she is allowed to go. But then why is she here?" Sephiroth said to himself.
"How long will she be here? And exactly why do they need her?" Sephiroth said aloud knowing he wouldn't get any sort of reply.
He sat there waiting for a sign he knew would never come and acceptance he knew he would never get. He thought how could Hojo do this to someone. He knew how hopeless this attempt at finding some sort of answer from Hojo.
"I have been here for so long and nobody has even told me why? What is so special about me? What harm could I do if I knew what was happening?" Sephiroth shouted aloud.
~~Maybe this has nothing to do with me? What if he is only interested in capturing my mother Jenova? She did escape from them. But that was years ago and she didn't even take me with her. Her powers were drained when he caught her. Is Hojo just using me as bait? If it was so then I will not allow her to return~~
Sephiroth would have loved to curse Hojo for keeping him cramped here until he would agree to join Shinra's army. He sat there and thought deeply about his position in life. Over and over the he was distracted by the somehow tainted room of his. He redirected his thoughts towards Hojo and muttered something
"Soon enough I will go insane" Sephiroth muttered to himself.
~~Aeris how can I get you to notice me? Why don't I take up Hojo's offer and work for Shinra? Then to some extent I won't be embarrassed to speak with her. She just might even like me. But she wouldn't like me as I am now. I am such an idiot; I don't even know my own father. If I go then what will happen to her? Are they going to use her as a lab rat? Poking needles in her just to see her reaction. What if she dies? Then I would be to blame. I can't even protect the one I love the most~~
Quiet abruptly tears began to emerge from Sephiroth's fiery green eyes. The tears doused the fire in his eyes leaving him with a dull green colour. His hair glistened in the moonlight and his eyes encased in tears looked as if they were bleeding stars. The despair filled up within him crushing his very dreams of peace, burning the very spirit inside him.
Off in the distance Sephiroth had heard someone nearing him. Desperately Sephiroth tried to cover up his emotions before his visitor could see him. It was a hopeless attempt for he had not an ounce of time.
~~If Hojo sees me it would be a disaster if Hojo sees me now. What would he do? I think Hojo would take one look at me and laugh just to insult more, making me feel even more depressed. Yeah, but what could he possibly say? Why do I deserve this? ~~
Without a sound the glass cell disappeared and Hojo stood in front of Sephiroth. Hojo waited arousing an uncomfortable silence in Sephiroth. He stood there and watched him forcing Sephiroth to start the conversation. Hojo knew this eerie quiet presence of himself would somehow anger Sephiroth.
"Hojo, what are you here for? You came here to kill me. Saving me the pleasure of committing suicide myself. I thought I would die if I had to speak with you once more." Sephiroth began.
"I see that you are interested in the other 'specimen' Sephiroth. I will tell you know that this is not a breeding program. How could you be in love with that girl? Do not even try to hide it because I already know you inside out." Hojo replied successfully evading Sephiroth's question.
Hojo laughed continuously at Sephiroth. Hoping to spark up something in Sephiroth that would force him to reveal his true feelings for her. It after a few seconds Hojo paused and walked closer to Sephiroth staring directly in his eyes spotting tears. Stunned that Sephiroth would cry Hojo took a few steps back and thought how to take advantage of his situation.
"Dear Sephiroth you do know that love makes people inseparable but as you can see Aeris and you will always be. well you know. I'll just let you dwell on that thought. " Hojo flaunted
Hojo exited the room slowly, celebrating his psychological victory over Sephiroth. Hojo closed the door, which made an echoing sound that filled Sephiroth's ears.
"That was awfully quick. Leave it to Hojo to find out how to make you feel hopeless" Sephiroth mumbled.
The glass cell rose up again trapping Sephiroth once more in the large room. He felt as though it was tainted because of Hojo's last words. Sephiroth felt as though his thoughts were crushing him into the ground and the only way to get rid of them is to give up.
~~Why aren't Aeris and me together? How can you understand love? He is trying to ruin me and this time has he succeeded? My feelings don't matter to anyone so why should I care about myself? ~~
Sephiroth had new reasons to haunt him in his dreams. Endlessly his subconscious mind displays forms of terror and despair in his sleep. The nightmares Sephiroth creates become worse by each passing day. His days were just as bad as his nightmares and for all he would know he didn't have a clue if he existed or if he was in hell.
~~Fate. perhaps things happen to me because they are preparing me for something horrible that I must endure. Why do I think like this? And will I ever get the answers?~~
Somehow Sephiroth's thoughts had comforted him. Feeling a little bit more relaxed Sephiroth looked out the window, gazing at the stars for he thought he could explain to himself why all of this was happening to him. Not once has he ever looked towards the stars for their comforting brightness.
~~If it is true then what is to become of my future. I certainly would not dare to face it. What could it possibly be and is it that bad? Fate is inevitable so whatever it is will happen to me.~~
A.N The story will eventually develop. most likely in the third chapter. Please just point out anything you like or hate. do not worry for I will back everything with one reason. it is my style. a very unique mistake intended to test the reader! Well read on if you prefer to.
" Is love attained through trust and 'togetherness' or is it just that you love and never find out why." "See through the lies and distinguish the evils in the world."
This is just poetry lines because I just want to warn you about my poetry style (do not worry because there will not be any in this story. well just a little!)