Nicest Kids In Town
You see the goofy grins and bubbly laughs and your convinced we're just the happiest people in the world. Draped in red and yellow we ooze positivity. Whenever your down you frown upon yourself and think "Why can't I be more amity?" because that's what we are. The poster children for happiness.
But take away our positive drugs, we're the most depressed people in the world.
You ever wonder why people choose Amity? Well I'll tell you why. It sure as hell wasn't because I was happy. It was because in retrospect I was unhappy. I was unpleased, sad, feeling meaningless. Like there was no where in the world for me and no place that would make me happy. But I wanted nothing more then to hide my depression. I wanted nothing more then to feel something, anything, other then this.
So I choose the faction with the giggles and laughs because they seemed happy enough. They looked like life was a party, and stress wasn't in their vocabulary.
And I thought, if I could be so blindly in love with life I wouldn't be so unhappy anymore.
I was only partially right. I'm still depressed somewhere inside me, yet it is overpowered by a surge of peace. I feel peaceful inside, but my heart knows the peace is artificial. Yet, my mind doesn't care. My mind craves the peace and love, and wants it more then anything. It doesn't care that the peace isn't real.
So that's the thing about is Amity. We're not happy people, we're sad people with a happy face.
I hoped you liked the little one shot of mine. If you did I would appreciate it if you left a review about what you think. Thanks,
xoxo Queenbee19