Hey guys, welcome to my latest fic, forbidden emotions, the title sucks 'cos im lazy and i couldn't think of anything else! :D Enjoy!

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Chapter 1

It had been a cold day, and Edward was glad to be back home where it was warm. He was currently sitting on his bed, reading a novel that he'd probably read a hundred times before. But despite him knowing it word for word, he still got the chills when the main character was murdered.

It was Tuesday, Ed hated Tuesdays, almost as much as he hated Mondays, Wednesdays and Thursdays were okay, Fridays were good and Saturday was the best day ever. But that's beside the point. Said point being that Ed wasn't particularly happy today, as it was Tuesday.

As Ed carried on with thinking about his disliking of the day, Envy came into the room and grinned at his brother.

"Hey there shrimpy! How's it going?" Ed narrowed his eyes at the 'shrimpy' comment, but kept his cool, it was Envy after all.

"Alright I guess…" Envy snickered and flung his sports bag into a corner.

"You missed practice."

"I'm sick." Envy laughed and pulled his shirt over his head, tossing it with his abused bag.

"Lies, Edo, you just don't like the cold." Ed grinned and Envy chucked, proceeding in pulling off the rest of his clothes (save the boxers) and pulled on some black jeans. Ed rolled his eyes as the sin began rummaging through the drawers.

"It's not that hard to choose a shirt Envy." Envy looked over his shoulder and frowned.

"But I want to look nice… what if someone comes over?"

"Who's gonna' come over? Roy?"

"Yes Roy, I need to look good if my little boy toy shows up." Ed sighed, Envy and Roy were best friends, yet they acted like lovers, though everyone knew that even if Envy wasn't, Roy was as straight as was Ed was short. Finally Envy decided on a black halter top with pink skulls on it and pulled it over his head.

"ta-daa!" standing back up, Envy spun around and posed, flicking his hair as he did so.

"Gorgeous…" Ed chuckled and Envy grinned, "Though you look like a girl." The elder Elric pouted.

"You always say that! Just because you're jealous of my uber sexiness!" Ed snorted.

"Yeah, that's it…"

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Not only were Envy and Ed brothers, but they were also best friends. Despite Envy being two years older than Ed, even when he started high school, Envy still made sure Ed knew they were as close as ever.

Finally though, Ed too moved up to high school and for the first few weeks, Envy wouldn't leave him alone. At first Ed was glad to have someone who he knew to show him the ropes, but, Envy could also be very embarrassing.

He would hug him, and tell all his friends embarrassing stories form when they were younger. Fun huh? Luckily for Ed though, Envy had run out of tall tales, and since Ed was no longer affected by hugging, he stopped that too.

But. Envy had found a new tactic that, in Ed's opinion, was far more embarrassing than any story: Envy would flirt with him. He'd give him cute pet names and just generally act like something incestuous was going on between them.

You'd think after a whole year, the blonde would be used to it by now. You'd be wrong. An angry blush still stained his cheeks every time the sin slapped his ass, or wolf whistled when he bent over…All of both Envy and Ed's friends found it absolutely hilarious when Ed began spluttering out random insults.

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Envy sat down at the desk situated to the left of Ed's bed and started up the computer they shared. The instant he logged into AIM the green haired teen received a message from Roy.

Roy for class president says:

What up Envy?

Sexy Palm Tree says:

Not much hun, you?

Envy chuckled as he waited for Roy's response, he always acted a lot more…'gay' over AIM, he'd give Roy cutesy pet names and flirt with him a lot more than in person. Not that Roy minded, if anything he acted the same.

Roy for class president says:

I'm good, How's Ed?

Envy rolled the chair over to the side of Ed's bed and spun around to face him.

"Hey Ed, how are you?" Ed looked up from his book at Envy and then over to the conversation with Roy.

"Tell him I'm fine." Envy winked.

"Gotcha'!"

He swiveled back to the computer.

Sexy Palm Tree says:

Horny ;)

"ENVY!" Ed shrieked, jumping up and trying to wrestle his brother out of the chair. Envy laughed and fought back, eventually managing to put Ed in an arm lock. The blonde growled and struggled.

"Envy let me go!"

"No."

"Gah! Why not!?" Envy smirked.

"Because I don't want to." He leaned closer and licked Ed's exposed neck.

"Eeeew! Envy!" Ed shrieked. Envy laughed and released his hold on his brother who wriggled away before Envy could grab him again.

"You're disgusting!" Ed scowled and began rubbing his neck where Envy had licked him. Envy laughed again and turned back to the computer screen.

Roy for class president says:

Envy have you been torturing the boy again?

Sexy Palm Tree says:

Roy! Really what do you take me for?! I'm truly shocked! : 3

Roy for class president says:

Lol, well, I have to go, my mum expects me to visit… C'ya.

*Roy for class president has signed out*

Envy sighed and spun his chair around to where Ed was sat sulking on the bed. He opened his mouth to say something when the voice of their mother drifted up the stairs.

"Boys! Dinner time!" Ed looked up and glared at Envy before closing his book and heading downstairs, Envy followed.

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Dinner time was always the same at the Elric household. Envy and Trisha would sit on one side of the table with Edward and Hoenhiem across from them. They would eat and chat, and when they were done, Edward and Envy would wash up (only fair really since Trisha did all the cooking!). Today was no different.

As the two brothers arrived downstairs, their father made his way through the front door. He flashed the boys a smile and waved.

"Evening Edward, Envy."

"Hey." Ed said and Envy gave a small nod.

Trisha came into the dining room, in one hand carrying a plate of roast beef, and in another, vegetables. She smiled at her husband who walked over to peck her on the cheek.

Soon after everyone was settled eating the conversation began. As always, it started with the usual 'How was your day?'

"So," Trisha started casually, "how was your day boys?" Ed shrugged as Envy muttered 'Fine.'. Desperate for conversation, she tried a different tactic.

"Found yourself a girlfriend yet Edward?" Ed choked on his brussel sprout and Envy burst out laughing. Eventually Ed forced his food down and managed a firm.

"No." Trisha nodded and sighed inwardly. 'So much for conversation' she thought. Envy however, was not going to let the subject drop.

"That's a lie Edo, I've seen you with lots of girls!" Hoenhiem raised his eyebrow but kept silent. Ed glared.

"Oh yeah? Like who?"

"Like Noah, and Rose…and, what's that other one, y'know the slutty blonde one?"

"Language Envy!" His mother warned.

"Her name is Winry, and she's not 'slutty' and they're my friends! Nothing else!."

"I beg to differ. I've seen them all making eyes over you." Envy chuckled to himself.

"Yeah!? Well what about you huh? Flirting with 'Roy' all the time! Pretty shameless since you know he doesn't like you!" Envy blushed and frowned.

"That's play flirting, we're best friends, It doesn't mean I like him." As a string of insults followed from each of the boys, Trisha sighed. This was not the kind of conversation she'd been hoping for.

"Palm tree head!"

"Shrimpy!"

"TAKE THAT BACK YA FAG!"

"MAKE ME!"

"EDWARD! ENVY! That's enough from you two!" Hoenhiem yelled across the table. Both the brothers shut up.

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An hour later found Edward and Envy back in their shared room, Ed was laid face down on his bed while Envy sat in the swivel chair, spinning around with a grin on his face.

Envy always seemed to win arguments. Usually, he'd use trick tactics to get into Ed's good books, other times he'd just wrestle the blonde until they were both rolling around on the floor in hysterics. After all, it was hard to stay mad at Envy for long.

Bored, Envy stopped spinning and got up. Ed looked up just in time to see Envy take a flying jump to land on top of him. The blonde screeched in protest and wriggled under his brother's weight. Envy cackled and flipped Ed over so that he was lying on his back, then pinned the blonde's arms above his head.

"Envy!" Ed whined, "Get offa' me you big jerk!"

"Hmm….make me, Edo." Ed thrashed around violently, trying to throw Envy off. The green haired teen just laughed again maneuvered his legs so that he had Ed's pinned down.

Ed let out a frustrated growl and glared up at Envy.

"What do you want?!" he demanded. Envy stopped laughing and grinned down at his younger brother.

"…Nothing!"

"Then get off me!"

"Why?" Ed blinked,

"Because you're frickin' heavy!" Envy pulled an (obviously fake) hurt look and pouted.

"Are you calling me fat, Edo? And I thought we were friends!" Edward groaned and rolled his eyes.

"I'm not calling you fat! I just want you to get off me!"

"If I'm not fat then what am I?"

"Thin, you're very very thin!"

"Am I sexy?"

"What!?"

"You heard me!"

"GAH! Yes, you're sexy, now get the hell off me!" Envy beamed and released Ed's arms to sit back on the blonde's lap.

"You're a bitch Envy."

"A sexy bitch! You said so yourself!" Ed growled and sat up, rubbing his wrists where Envy had pinned them.

"It's not like I meant it, I mean god, you're my brother!" Envy frowned.

"Does that mean you don't find me sexy?"

"Yes! Besides, I'm not gay anyway!" Envy narrowed his eyes and smirked, leaning closer to Ed.

"I don't believe you Edo…I think you are, I bet you like that Russell guy don't you?"

"What?! NO!" Envy made a humming sound.

"Well, I can make you forget about him, I'm…much…better." Ed shuffled backwards as Envy crawled forwards slowly.

"Envy stop being such a perv!" Envy chuckled quietly as Ed's back hit the wall. In less than three seconds, their noses were pushed against each other. Ed shivered as Envy's breath tickled his lip.

This wasn't like his brother, harmless flirting he was used to, but this was worse than anything he'd ever tried before.

"Envy I'm serious, stop it okay?" Envy raised a hand and gently brushed some of Ed's bangs out of his face.

"You shouldn't be scared Edo, I'm your older brother, trust me okay?" Envy gave Ed a warm smile and Ed's golden eyes widened as he felt Envy soft lips press up against his own.

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Hope you enjoyed chapter one, please r&R! I need sleep, bye-bee! :D