This is my first fic so forgive me if it is a little bad, but I hope you enjoy. And sorry for the mistakes, english is not my first language, I promise to improve more.
Chapter one
Meredih looked again at the stick in her hand, she could not believe this was really happening to her, her boyfriend had a wife and she was pregnant. What she will do now, how she would reconcile proficional carries and be a mother, she had a bad mother, and a bad father, how she will take care of a child.
"Shit, shit." Meredith whispered, at the same time Izzie knocked.
"Mer? hurry up or we'll be late at work! ". Izzie said
"I'm going Iz". She said. Grabbing her bag and down the stairs.
Today her life would change completely, or she would raise a baby by herself, or she would raise the baby with Derek. But all this will depend on whether Derek will choose, her or Addison. She just wants Derek wold choose her so she can tell him about the baby, and they would be happy, there is not a way that she will tell before he makes the choice, she wants him to choose her because he for loves her, so she just had to wait.
"Grey and Stevens, you are late. Karev and Yang you're with Burke, O'Malley you're with me, and Grey you are with Shepherd. "Baileysaid in a cold tone.
"Seriously, Shepherd?" She whispered.
"You said something Grey?" Bailey ask
"No Dr. Bailey."
"Ok everyone move." Bailey ordered.
"Mer, which was the result of your lottery?" Cristina said referring to the pregnancy test.
Meredith looked at Christina and said "Cristina was positive, and I can't ..." stopping when she star crying.
"will you tell him?" Said Cristina looks at her person.
"I can't Cristina, not before he made a choice." Meredith said wiping the tears from her face.
"He hasnt chosen yet ? How long this will last Meredith? "Cristina said irritably.
"He asked me for time, he'll tell me today, I just hope it's me Cristina, because if not, I don't know how I will raise a baby by myself."
"Mer, independent of his choice, I'll be here to support you and Izzie and George."
"I know, but i love him Cristina, I love him." Meredith said going out to find Derek.
Derek was nervous, he had a choice to make and he did not know how to decide between the woman he loved and the woman he made sacred vows on your wedding day. It was a difficult choice, but he had to choose fast , because Meredith needed an answer, he could not torture her anymore. That's when he saw her walked toward him, she looked tired and pale middle. but still beautiful.
"Good morning Dr. Shepherd." Meredith said.
"Good morning Dr. Gray, it's okay? You look a little pale. "Derek spoke
"Yes I'm fine, nothing to worry about." She replied.
"Ok prepare the patient 304, it needs a craniectomy." He said closing the chart and handing it to her.
"Yes, Dr. Shepherd." Coming out as fast as she could. But before she can go far Derek shouted.
"Dr. Gray, I'll give you the answer today. "
"All right, Dr. Shepherd." She said.
Meredith was going crazy, her shift was almost over and Derek had not yet made a choice. She was sitting at a table in the cafeteria having lunch with friends, and Derek was looking at her with sad eyes.
"He does not stop staring at me." Meredith said
"Who?" Izzie asked
"Derek" Meredith replied
"Maybe he's thinking about how it will give you a foot in the ass politely"
"Cristina!" Izzie cried
"Ok, so I was just playing Mer, don't worry he will choose you." Cristina said
"I hope so Cristina, I hope so," Meredith whispered
The day took a pass, but it was now or never he had to make a decision. Derek stared at Meretidh, she was waiting to hear his decision, as he thought about how he would say which was his choice, he loved her so much, and did not know how to tell her.
Meredith was nervous in a few minutes her life will change forever, she just thought he had to choose her, but he was not saying anything, he was just staring at her, so she decided to start talking.
"Derek, is this is not easy for me to do... but I love you Derek, and I do not want to lose you ..."
"Meredith ..." Derek tries to stop.
"No, just listen, I know it's humiliating but I love you Derek I love you soo much, so please ... Please pick me, choose me, love me." She said desperately.
"Meredith I choose her" Derek said before she said anything else.
Meredith looked at him with her eyes full of water, not hiding her tears, thinking how her life had turned upside down.
"Oh, ok" she sighed as the tears spilled over her face.
"Meredith, she's my wife." He said.
"Okay, but just so you know I'm pregnant, but I want you to be happy with your wife." Meredith said as she running down the hall.
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