Daddy's Little Darling
Disclaimer: I don't own SWAC. Wa.
Summary: Tawni's Hollywood's bad girl, but why? Read to find out.
You're drunk, at a party, with some guy, so?
You are Tawni Hart, Hollywood's bad girl right?
Well of course you are who else would you be?
But do you know why you are? Maybe you forgot along the way, but there is a reason.
You are Hollywood's bad girl because of him.
He left you and your mom when you were three. Three! Too little to understand that he wasn't coming back.
Then you got on your first diaper commercial and you shined. Acting was what could help you reach your true potential.
But he wasn't there to see that. But you didn't understand, what three year old would?
So you kept acting and got on "So Random!" You were the star that every girl wanted to be. You were as close to perfect as it could get.
But somewhere along the line, when you became a teenager, something changed.
You missed him, and you wanted him to pay for all the hurt he had caused you, even if you couldn't really remember him.
So you went to clubs, you took nasty pictures and put them all over the internet. You drank and got caught by the paparazzi.
But no one understood why. You knew why.
You acted out so he could see you. That was why you started acting, but it wasn't working.
You did that stuff so, wherever your dad was, he would see you, and know who you were.
So he would see you and know he'd messed up, that if he'd been there he would have been able to fix it, make it right.
Maybe he would be wishing he had been there to help you ride a bike, and teach you to be a good proper little angel. Daddy's little darling.
But he wasn't, was he? He caused you to become a little conceited bitch and it's his entire fault.
Because if he would have been there he'd make it all better. But it's too late now.
He doesn't deserve you, you're better than that.
So you lie in a bed, naked with some complete stranger and wonder, where would I be if he was still here?
But, it doesn't matter now, he never would have stayed; besides everything happens for a reason, and your dad leaving was just the cherry on top of a perfect life.
Nothing's fair. Life's a bitch, get used to it. Hollywood's worse, get over it.
But most importantly, live like it's all his fault and make him pay.
You get up, get dressed and walk home and cry with your mom.
You never wanted to end up like this, but it wasn't on purpose.
Your mom understands. She's honestly the only one, but who cares?
It's none of their business what you do on your free time and why.
The only thing they need to do is take pictures so he'll see.
You're not Daddy's little darling, but you could be.
(AN) I'm in a weird mood and decided to make another Tawni one shot. Please review and don't laugh at my horrible writing.
- Ema Lee
