Today I was shown away out of my loneliness, by a boy in the year above, he wants to be mine and Hikaru's friend, he wants to give us lots of friends, we told him he had to play the game, he had to be able to tell me and Hikaru apart, he couldn't, well not for a while he didn't guess right until after we stopped playing, and then it was a guess completely random.

I know he couldn't really tell us apart but something in me jumped when he shouted out that my brother was Hikaru, he gave us both hope,.

If he, a blundering idiot could tell us apart then maybe somewhere there would be someone special that could too.

The hope was properly false but it put a beautiful sparkle in Hikaru's eye, I love to see him happy, we spend so much time waiting just us waiting for someone to make us happy that we get sad maybe we should stop waiting and go out and find someone who can make us happy, and in the mean time we can make others happy, Tamaki thinks we can make girls happy and that, that would make us happy.

I think Hikaru wants to go, ill do whatever makes him happy, whatever keeps that sparkle in his eyes, those beautiful hazel eyes…