I cross my king across the chess bord I look into ciels dark blue eye in the shadows I could not help my self. I am alois trancey.
Checkmate I yell. ciels pouty face made me blush. I have been houlding this in to long."Ciel"..."I iiiiii." SMOOCH! Ciel grabbed me by the shirt and gave me a big kiss on the lips. I could not stop I mean it ... was magical as me and him could not stop a few min later the butler came in. Subastion. "I have brought you some "he dropped the tea and then left then me and Ciel to contenued on, but this did not feel right I pushed him off and ran not sure of were I was going and what area in the estate I was in.I fond my self in a room big it was ciels...
The room was empty so I thought I should take a nap to rest my head ... as I arose Ciel was over me with a concerned face . I looked at him with a blank face to speechless to say anything I told him we had to talk, but he dived down passing out . Hours later the docter was done and said it was nothing he was Caght up in so much he just freaked out I went and laid next Ciel. I know that the docter said that nothing was wrong with him and so I just kept laying down. I ended up in deep sleep I woke up around 12:30 or 1:30 I am not really sure ...,but with the day I had I could not sleep, but as I feel to see if Ciel was next to me, but he wasn't I started to panic so I got up and noticed the candle in the bathroom turn of I hurryed and laid back down I hired ciels voice acho near the bathroom say I already know you are awake then he showed himself in a shirt unbuttened and some night slacks he came up to me and explained how we could be together and could not then he reached for a kiss. Me and him had to stop even though...i love him.

What should I do . He started holding me close and then Ciel stoped and then said goodnight aloise and me and him went to sleep and I was still in his arms. To be countiued :)