Why Am I Staying?

A Little Shop of Horrors Fan Fiction poem about Audrey's abusive relationship with Orin

I wonder why I am stuck in this endless cycle

of empty words and lovely gifts

He tries to win me over

but everything ends up in

a battle of words and emotions

He says he loves me

is he messing with my head?

I'm fearful for my sanity and safety

The main emotion I deal with

is dread

I want to love him

but can it be really easy to love

a sadistic monster?

I wonder this everyday

and wish I could get away

How did I get into this mess I don't know?

My only escape seems to be work

at the flower shop

Seymour is the polarized opposite of Orin

so caring and considerate

and sometimes I wonder

Why am I not with him?

Inspired by the song The Worse He Treats Me