Oh sweet sweet mercy...kissing my soul,
staring at the calm sea of blackness,
i feel them stir inside, coldness taking over my body, her screams.. and sobs washing over me the guilt rising, i fall to my knees, in small fields of clovers, overlooking a sea of sorrow,
the rain splashing down, turning red with blood,
ohh the pain, ohh the guilt, consuming me with greed,
is that a light i see...no...No! i cried in terror,
it wasnt a light, it was a spirit...her spirit,
i crawled backwards, terrofied of what im seeing,
no...NO please have mercy on me...please ohhh please,
i begged, tears streaming down my face as i shake,
She stopped in front of me, her voice...eerily calm,
and ohh so...seducing...she carreses my heart, i feel the wanting but yet im scared, NO! no...no..this is just a dream...its just a dream... I muttered .
this is not a dream...your soul is lost in the sea of sorrow, your confused yet wanting to be loved...
pain..fear...and sadness is oozing from your body,
ha...how...how do you know! you dont know..anything..
i gasped clearly surprised. do not fear young one...
i seen an know everything you done and what happened to you...you blame yourself for her death yet deep down inside you know it wasnt your fault but your emotions,
took a hold of you. How...I... i couldnt speak i was lost at words...
your time has not come...live your life...be happy,
but dont forget her. i looked back an suddenly feel the weight lifted from my shoulders. I...I will. i said as i got up and thanked the spirit then walked away like nothing ever happened...