"You would... You would kill me, sister?"
His face showed his shock at my utter betrayal. It was my face; like looking into a mirror. Seeing myself, betraying myself. Nanatsusaya slipped from my hands. He is my other self... my other wing.. I couldn't bring myself to kill him.
Cain and Abel who live in Eden.
In their world there is one God.
God loves Abel, but hates Cain.
Sad Cain...
Suffering Cain...
Turns the blade of jealousy to his brother.
And became the first murderer in history.
He received the wrath of God.
And under the mark of sin, was exiled from Eden.
"But I ask you Lord...
Why was I not loved?
Oh my Lord.
Please answer.
God why did you only love Abel?
Why was I not the one?
You made me kill my brother."
Yes. I am...
I am God's child that is not loved by God.
Love. Adoration. Friendship. Angels are not to feel any of these. Nor are they to have any parents. Nor brothers. Nor sisters. Over and over again, in the course of creation God has seen Angels lose their way, overcome by 'emotions'. And so he understood:
A set of commandments was needed to control his army of toy soldiers...
Toy soldiers, who would listen to his voice and his voice alone...
Who would sing in his glory...
And slay each other in his name...
"Oh Lord it is cruel.
I only wanted to...
to be loved."
"Why was I not loved?
Oh my Lord.
Please answer."
My feelings of love, a taboo that Angels are never allowed to hold.
To love the one who has ruled over all living things from the beginning of this world. The one that created this entire world, the one that is the most noble. To love God, the creator.
That is not my sin.
But it is what I was condemned for.
"Alexiel-sama is not even allowed to live in Etemenanki, but look at the obsession of God with her twin, Rosiel-sama."
These Angels... they all think they know.
I know it.
Rosiel can't know it.
Does God know it?
"Poor Alexiel," he teases me, "do you hate me? The God that you love sees only me and needs only me. Not you, but me."
He sighed. "I don't think anything can save me now... You understand too, don't you, Alexiel? When the time comes... I want you to kill me... without hesitation."
"You should understand," he continues. "If anyone, you should... This body, which I received from you... It has... degenerated so much, over all these centuries. My mind... won't last for much longer either."
"You know this, Alexiel. I know this. And of course, the Creator also knows this. And as proof of that," he says,, "it seems that our white friends have begun research on projects 'Metatron' and 'Sandalphon'. The births of newly cursed children... newly cursed twins. They are clearly designed to be a force to oppose the pair of you and I!"
"Father will create monsters like you and I once more, Alexiel. He is set on repeating the same mistake!"
"Alexiel... When I go mad, you must kill me without hesitation. I have no one to ask this of but you. Before my powers devour the whole world, you must..."
Many know the end of my story. But not many know of the beginning. The reason why I was sealed away. And why I rebelled against heaven.
I am Organic Angel Alexiel. The Angel of three wings. And this is my story..