Lost love
Disclaimer: I don't own Naruto thank you very much. Also, English is not my first language.
This is a Yaoi Ita/Naru story so if you don't like it don't read it.
Everyone thought that they knew everything about him but what they knew was what he wanted for them to knew and nothing more or nothing less. That doesn't mean that what they know is a lie no far from it but they only knew part of it.
They thought that he had his first Kiss at twelve with Sasuke Uchiha something that couldn't be further, from the truth, he had had his first kiss when he was five almost six years old with a boy six almost seven years his senior but that he loved from the very beginning.
The boy that was his first crush, his first love and the only person who owned his heart.
Don't get him wrong he loves Hinata but the two of them would never have the love his parents had or the love Naruto and he had.
Sasuke Uchiha had been his second kiss and hadn't even learned until later on that, his first kiss had been with Sasuke's brother Itachi Uchiha but he had never regretted it nor will he ever be.
The boy he knew in the past and the man he knew in the present was a better person than the one everyone thought him to be. He knew the truth of the Uchiha Massacre, he knew what Itachi had to do to save the Village he loved.
So, Naruto never regretted giving him his first kiss, his first love and later on his first time. And he never regretted loving him.
After their first reemitting in that hotel, they started meeting more and more most of the time it was on accident but they soon turned on purpose one would search for the other and then they would deny the fact that they were searching but the other could easily see right through the lie.
He still remembers their relationship like it was yesterday the stolen looks while they were fighting each other or others, the short meetings in faraway places and the quick kisses while going in different directions well at least in the beginning during the time Naruto was twelve and Itachi was eighteen when he was too young for their relationship to go further at the time he knew that in those nights Itachi would be in bed with some random person be male or female but he also knew that Itachi would be thinking of him while he would be alone waiting for the next time they would meet.
When Naruto turned thirteen the kisses become more heated and his hand started exploring more not just staying in one place and being innocent.
At fourteen they started exploring without their clothes on and Naruto would deny until the day he dies that he blushed like a virgin (which he was) at the sight of a naked Itachi. That was the year they took their relationship into the next level.
Naruto with always remembered the gentleness with which Itachi treated him, the words he said that day makes him blush no matter how many years went by.
Itachi was the one he loved, the one who owned his heart and the love he lost a love that he would never get back but that he wished so much to have it back.
Hinata did not know that his heart belonged to someone else and it was better that way she would not get hurt by that. He loved her just wasn't in love with her there was a difference and he knew it but it was the best he could do after all he couldn't give something that wasn't his to give in the first place.
But still, Naruto knows believes he will meet him again when the time is right and the two of them will be together forever and nothing will be ever to separate them. But for now, he will live for his son, his daughter something Itachi never had the chance to have and for the village, they both loved for which he ricked everything even giving his life to protect. It's his duty to do that to protect them like he would have done and to live the life he couldn't.
After all, he may have lost his love but that doesn't mean he has forgotten him or that he ever will.