hey guys! sorry the chapters so short and that it took me so long to update. ive been catching up on my reading. um... no changes were made just added on some stuff. and if things go as i plan, i shall put up chapter 2 either today or sometime before noon tomorrow. thanks for waiting!

Leahpov:

'god, seriously! was that necessary?' I thought.

I was on patrol with the entire pack because it was the weekend and none of us had a job. since the pups go to school on weekdays they usually don't patrol until the weekend. so here we all were. Paul was thinking about Rachel. jared was thinking about Kim. Seth was asleep and dreaming about bunnies. quil was also asleep and dreaming of him and embry making out. someone should really wake him up but its too late now. Embry was having a joint dream with Quil. I think one of them imprinted but I never say anything. Sam was trying to block us from his mind, with no success, because he was thinking of the leah-sam-emily triangle situation, and I was just really pissed off as usual. I mean I am a bitch. Like female dog kind. The guys call me that all the time. It usually irritates me but you get used to it.

' Hey, Leah!' Collin yelled. I glared at the forest surrounding me, and then sighed.

' What is it Collin all mighty?' he chuckled.

' Have you been taking to Emily lately? I heard she was pregnant.' I froze. All voices and movement of the pack stopped, awaiting my reaction. All too soon I was bawling on the forest floor. All of the wolves, sparing Sam and his follower Paul, chastised Collin for has carelessness. I blocked them out. So many emotions went thorough me at once. Sadness, anger, defeat, betrayal, loneliness, pain, too much pain. I felt like I was on a rollercoaster. Since I was 15, I had to endure the worst heartbreak of my life, and I had to go through it alone. Now I find out she's pregnant! This is…its…painful. My entire life lead up to this. Every step I took, every decision I made lead to loneliness. Nobody needs me. Nobody loves me. I'm just a lone wolf. It was from that one sentence that I made my final decision.

so... howd you like it? please read and review? i dont like flamers but if its seriously flame neccessary then ill accept it. R&R!