At that moment, my heart stopped as he slips his hand through my wet hair. It was a sensation I have never felt before; in a second he took my breath away and I started to feel how my cheeks became warm. 'Was I blushing? No, it must be because of the cold bath in the lake and I might have a bit of fever.' However, his hand felt warmer; I wanted Saizou to touch me more, to embrace me on his arms, and to talk softly to me. For a moment I forgot about the blood and my desire for killing and ripping people apart, right now my whole body was controlled by my heart and Saizou. He showed me he cared about me and I couldn't help feeling…happiness.
'What is it this feeling? Is it friendship? Or could it be love?' I wasn't sure but I started to like it more than I thought I would. Saizou! Oh Saiz—Suddenly I snapped out of that sweet dream fill it with roses and heartbeats. I slapped his hand away while rude words came out of my mouth; and as fast as I could, I ran away. I stopped in the top of a small mountain, the wind messed my hair wildly while I stood there with my eyes closed thinking in Saizou. This feeling wasn't completely gone; it made me walk from right to left and from left to right. I couldn't calm myself I felt so good; so happy.
After a while, I sat on the ground staring at the dark sky full with tiny yet bright stars. My heartbeat had slowed down and without noticed I was squeezing a white ferret on my chest. I could still feel the warmest of Saizou's hand on my head. 'How? How could a warm and gentle touch like that provoke this effect on me?' It was insane, I tried to find an answer but I always ended up with same one. It had to be love. 'If that effect had his hand on me; I wonder what effect in me would make a kiss.'